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I have no idea what I'm doing but i need to let some steam and anxiety off so I'm here. So August 29 I had surgery on my knee, my knee cap was way off it was messing with my walk, my leg, and back so I had a knee scope done. I was doing great I only had to use crutches for a week and wear a brace for 2, I did have to use a wrap but that wasn't so bad. So on the 14 of September I did this pageant and I bent my knee to much it fucking hurt like a bitch but it wasnt that bad it did irritate it then make it blow up with fluids. After the pageant there were no major set backs but then around the end of September I tripped over a curb because I am a clutz. I fell hard like the fake falls on TV when the people hit the ground then slide instead of sliding I twisted my knees then hit it really hard. It hurt super bad I couldnt walk without crutches for another week. It is now November and on Monday my doctor had me do an MRI we finally found out what I injured when I fell... i tore my meniscus and I have to have surgery again. This will be the third surgery in the span of 4 months. I'm scared because if they cant repair it then they'll shave it and I'll have a high chance of arthritis at a young age. I'm just scared and mad because I cant pay attention and I had to fall and hurt my self more. BTW I'm sorry if anyone is actually reading my book I haven't updated in a while I'm behind in school work but if you like it and actually read my first two chapters thank you so much.
All the love
-Belle