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Broskis listen listen….
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          L’enfer, c’est les autres.
          - Paul Sartre
          
          “Hell is other people.”

Bro ain’t know way its been like months since I’ve actually went onto Wattpad after like idk

Y’all ignore that huge ass thing on my conversations because i was just emotional  

This is a message to my father since he died today on Aug 16, 2010 when i was only 2 years old.
          
          I wish that you could have seen me grow up and learn that i am not some ‘little girl’ i think i figured out what i am and i know you would accept for who i am. I really wish i had you in my life, i need you by my side so i could go to you for help or when i am having a bad day. Why did you kill yourself… i wish i could go back in time to figure stuff out and help you but i guess i would be too too young to understand. Moms not so happy, she is together with her boyfriend of maybe 5 years and he is..not so bad. I just don’t like him, I also stopped hurting myself and i am getting some help. Your brother, or my Uncle is also well with his partner, and yes His boyfriend is playing video games all the time and i think you probably would like to play them too. I also saw some of the music you liked on your old IPod Haha..that stuff looked funny back then how it was designed.
          
          I know life will get better, i just need time to figure my mental health out and i guess Mom is too, i still am mad at her for not getting out of that abusive relationship years ago and i hated that i got tied with it. Thankfully she fought her way out and such, tho i feel bad for that man since now he is dead from ODing… life isn’t the best and it never will be.. im still hanging on.

My birthday was on Feb 15th and i missed to announce it… and I’m so happy i was accepted into the high school i wanted to go to ^^ 
          
          
          Hopefully I have some followers who are still active .

So um hi, been awhile. I'm stuck in quarantine because I have COVID and isn't that nice :') but I might be writing something but idk what y'all will think, recently I've been getting back into a fandom I haven't been in since I was like....7? But yeah, anyway it's a warrior cat fanfic little thing and some people might hate me for this lmao.

Hi—

Anyone wanna talk at all, I'm kinda bored and lonely?

If anybody has amino you can contact me or follow me there cause I'll be mainly active there for now, but I'll sometimes check in on wattpad too ^^
          
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          http://aminoapps.com/u/blahblah251094752411
          

I need hugs (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ