kjoleen22

Hey Friends 
          	
          	I wanted to take a second and be real with you. Lately, I’ve been pretty mentally exhausted between school and healing from surgery, and it’s caught up with me more than I expected.
          	
          	I miss writing. I really miss it. It’s still one of the biggest parts of me, and I think about my stories and all of you constantly. I haven’t gone anywhere, I promise. I just haven’t had the energy to show up the way I normally do.
          	
          	I’m so, so sorry for being quieter than usual. You all mean more to me than you probably realize, and I hate feeling like I’m not giving you what you deserve.
          	
          	I’m hoping this next week I can come back a little stronger, a little more present, and bring you new content that’s even better than before.
          	
          	Thank you for being patient with me. Truly. 

kjoleen22

@dixondarlin I knew you'd understand! Thank you! ❤❤❤
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dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 give yourself the grace and patience to accept that you need the time to heal. to know that writing hasn't left you, that it will always be here for you when you have the energy, ability and motivation to do so. I know this feeling, this struggle, how hard it is so give yourself that kind of space and patience. but please don't be too hard on yourself or put too much pressure on writing right now. take each day as it comes, rest, heal, recovery. allow yourself the time you need to feel stronger, steady and ready. your writing is always a highlight in my day, and so I will wait ever so patiently for your beautiful work, time and time again! the writing will always be here when you're ready, and we will be here ready to experience it when you are. no rushing, no pressure, just patience, love and grace.❤️❤️
          	  
          	  I truly hope this next week is kind to you, allows you the space to catch your breath and feel like you're growing stronger and closer to yourself every day. sending so much love, positivity and well wishes your way my friend!❤️
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dixondarlin

thinking of you and hoping you're managing as best you can!❤️ sending lots of positivity, love and strength your way, friend!

dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 I'm sorry to hear you're feeling lost and facing a hurdle in your writing. Those times are so disheartening and frustrating! But I believe in you and know that you have so much creativity and originality inside of you just waiting to be seen! It will come when it does... patience is just the hard part.❤️ you are so sweet and I am so grateful to know you!
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kjoleen22

@dixondarlin thank you, dear friend! ❤  I have this next week off from school, so I am hoping to bring some new material to the floor. I've been having artistic interference, and I'm really struggling with adding to one of my stories. I feel kind of lost, but hopefully I can pull myself together. You are such a ray of light and an absolute blessing with all of your encouragement.
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kjoleen22

Hey Friends 
          
          I wanted to take a second and be real with you. Lately, I’ve been pretty mentally exhausted between school and healing from surgery, and it’s caught up with me more than I expected.
          
          I miss writing. I really miss it. It’s still one of the biggest parts of me, and I think about my stories and all of you constantly. I haven’t gone anywhere, I promise. I just haven’t had the energy to show up the way I normally do.
          
          I’m so, so sorry for being quieter than usual. You all mean more to me than you probably realize, and I hate feeling like I’m not giving you what you deserve.
          
          I’m hoping this next week I can come back a little stronger, a little more present, and bring you new content that’s even better than before.
          
          Thank you for being patient with me. Truly. 

kjoleen22

@dixondarlin I knew you'd understand! Thank you! ❤❤❤
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dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 give yourself the grace and patience to accept that you need the time to heal. to know that writing hasn't left you, that it will always be here for you when you have the energy, ability and motivation to do so. I know this feeling, this struggle, how hard it is so give yourself that kind of space and patience. but please don't be too hard on yourself or put too much pressure on writing right now. take each day as it comes, rest, heal, recovery. allow yourself the time you need to feel stronger, steady and ready. your writing is always a highlight in my day, and so I will wait ever so patiently for your beautiful work, time and time again! the writing will always be here when you're ready, and we will be here ready to experience it when you are. no rushing, no pressure, just patience, love and grace.❤️❤️
            
            I truly hope this next week is kind to you, allows you the space to catch your breath and feel like you're growing stronger and closer to yourself every day. sending so much love, positivity and well wishes your way my friend!❤️
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kjoleen22

Hey Friends! 
          
          So… I attempted to write a dark/psychological romance. And it’s done. Glass Slippers Break Loudest is complete and fully published. 
          
          If you’re into tension, unraveling characters, and emotionally charged dynamics, it might be your thing.
          
          If you check it out...I’d love to hear what worked for you.
          
          ❤️  K. Joleen

dixondarlin

thinking of you and I hope your recovery brings you plenty of rest, healing and peace!❤️

dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 I am so sorry to hear that the road to recovery has been far harder than you might've anticipated. Every emotion you're feeling is completely valid and understandable. I think you're so brave!
            
            This kind of wisdom and lesson regarding healing and grace, is such a difficult one. Not only to come across in life, but to implement it for ourselves. It is something I struggle with daily, learning to give ourselves grace and patience. So I admire, respect and deeply look up to the way you're facing this up hill battle with such strength, grace and courage. You're an inspiration!❤️
            
            I truly hope that with each day, you will find a bit more strength, a bit more healing, a bit more of yourself. But in the meantime, I hope you are simply able to rest, allow your body the time it needs and to hold tightly to that self love and understanding, even on the days it feels impossible. I am here supporting you, whatever you may need!❤️
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kjoleen22

@dixondarlin Thank you so much, friend  I’m back.
            
            Recovery has honestly been a little tougher than I expected. The nurse who wheeled me out to my car after I was discharged leaned in and told me she kind of wished doctors wouldn’t sugarcoat it so much. She said the surgery I had is one of the hardest to bounce back from.
            
            That made me feel both validated and slightly betrayed at the same time  but we’re taking it day by day over here. Healing isn’t linear, apparently… and I’m learning to give myself some grace.
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kjoleen22

Hey friends 
          
          I’m planning on writing and adding some new chapters tomorrow. I do have a pretty intense surgery on Monday, so if I go a little quiet right after, don’t worry. Everything’s okay.
          
          I’ll be in recovery for at least two weeks, maybe a bit longer, and I fully plan on using that time to entertain you in the best way I know how. Writing with you all has been such a comfort, and I’m excited to spend that time creating.
          
          Thank you for always being so kind and supportive. 
          
          ❤ K. Joleen

kjoleen22

@dixondarlin Thank you so much! I feel so supported and loved. Your kindness and prayers mean the world to me ❤️
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dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 keeping you in my thoughts and prayers this week that your surgery goes as smoothly as possible and that your recovery will be gentle on you!❤️
            
            reading your writing, getting to experience your wonderful storytelling is such a privilege and it truly brings so much light and happiness to my days! I love that it brings you such a space of comfort and peace, that is such a gift!❤️
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dixondarlin

I hope you're doing well and that life is treating you kindly this week!❤️

kjoleen22

@dixondarlin Thank you! I hope so too. If anything it will give me more time to write! . I hope you start feeling more yourself...if there is anything I can do to help please let me know! I love your writing style and have enjoyed reading your stories immensely. I understand the desperate need to write...it is that way for me to. Such an outlet in more ways than one. ❤
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dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 Oh goodness, I'm so sorry to hear that! I am keeping you in my thoughts and truly hope your surgery goes as well as it can and that your rest and recovery is smooth!❤️
            I'm getting through. Not at the current moment, I'm always desperate it feels to get back to my writing, but I'm just trying to patient with myself and give myself grace.
            I've been continously re-reading your stories, I love them and admire your writing so much!❤️
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kjoleen22

@dixondarlin thank you! Still feeling off. I have surgery on Monday and will be homebound for two weeks. How are you? Working on any new projects? 
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kjoleen22

Dearest Gentle Reader (kidding!) ...new chapters tonight after I work in -34 degree windchills. Sorry I've been MIA these last few days. Love you all and am most appreciative for your ongoing support!
          
          ❤️ K. Joleen

kjoleen22

@dixondarlin I hope you are keeping warm. I worry about those who are not used to or not prepared for the kind of weather we've been experiencing lately. Thank goodness for warm blankets and good books 
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dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 so excited for some new writing from you, your chapters always make my day!❤️ currently experiencing unbearable cold as well, stay warm and safe my friend!
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dixondarlin

thank you so much for the follow! I absolutely love your morgan wallen stories!❤️

dixondarlin

@kjoleen22 I should've followed you much sooner as I have been slightly obsessing (in the best way possible) over your beautiful stories and wonderful writing!❤️
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kjoleen22

@dixondarlin thank you for the follow! I appreciate your kind words! I really enjoy writing them...☺️
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