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I was told to write my feelings, so that’s what I’m doing. My life is as sure as hell, not easy. I’m depressed. Days are hard, and a lot of times I just feel terrible- like flat out, I just want it to end because it feels like it never will, terrible. Today is, and I’m sorry to say, one of those days. I feel like shit, and I feel so stupid. Everything that I though was going great was just facade for a terrible crumbling life.
It’s stupid, I know, but how do can you tell someone that you like them when you have a girlfriend? How can you just, do set someone up and make them love you and forget to mention the fact that you’re doing that to someone else too?
How can each and everyone of us be so shitty? I mean, really? Like as much as I would call someone out for doing terrible things- I do just as much. Do I make other people feel as shit as everyone does to me?
This isn’t some advertisement for pity, I’m just in a rough spot and I need someone to talk to. I know this is long but I really need someone that I can just pour out into. Please.