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شهودي وين هل غيبه عبالي مترجعين بعد عابتلج والله يوميه ادخل اشوفج رجعتي لو لا

حسبالي اختفيتي 

شوشي وينك تعالي لجين اشتاقتلك قد الدنيا اوفف ياليتني كنت جنبك ياليتني كنت بحضنك اشتقت لكلشي يخصك اشتقت لزعلك ولدلعك ولكلماتك المثيره اشتقت اشوفك فرحانه اشتقت للايام لي كنا نسهر ونتكلم ونتعارك فيها ونضحك وندردش شوي حتى اشتقت لتنمرك يححح فديتك شوشيتي اميرتي حياتي الشخص الوحيد والمثالي والمميز بنسبه لي اموت فيكي ياعسل ياتوأم ياروحي love yo 

وهناك كثيرأ من الاشياء التي حدثت في حياتي يجب عليكِ معرفتها لكن عندما يحين الوقت

هل يحق لي بأن اشتاق لكِ

My hair started falling out in a scary way 

A new beginning with everyone 

The situation is getting worse 

I'm over it Why do I keep reading our old conversations? 
          
          The beginnings were fantastic, everything was perfect
          
          For a moment I felt like I was in a novel with someone who wasn't there
          
          I am sure that he is not the same person who appeared to me recently. Was he pretending and acting his personality? To make me fall in love with him 
          
          I don't like to talk about my anxieties and privacy, but this got the better of me. I can't believe we were lovers and in love with each other that much, and now we're strangers
          
          I laughed, I felt shy, I felt butterflies, I cried or I didn't, anyway, and I felt all of these feelings while reading the old conversations
          
          But I swear to God that we have moved on, and in a good way. Why don't I go back and read what happened? I am stupid 
          
          I have always lived my life and made my decisions with my mind only, but my damned heart got the better of me today. Damn life, everything in it is deceitful

I was telling a story to my grandmother She killed all the heroes and she was sad
          
          She said: Why?  
          
          I answered her while smiling Because I love sad endings 
          
          She said: What is beautiful about her? She is sad and hurt. Make her happy and she will be comfortable
          
          I replied: I write something realistic And the cliched happy endings do not exist in realitySadness, tears and emotion are what truly touch the heart
          
          Haha, in the end, I think she was convinced or not, it doesn't matter, she is a good listener