hello everyone !
i’m not sure if anyone has noticed... but i have come to the ultimate conclusion that i must stop my BTS fiction “don’t let go.”
BTS has been in my life since February, and it has been a rollercoaster of emotions. as many of my good friends know, music is my life. i breathe, drink, eat, and sleep music. it’s all i have had since i was little. listening to their music was (and still is) my happiness. nothing could ever change that. however, i’ve decided to change my publicity about my fandom. moving forward, i will not be publicly expressing my BTS fandom.
ever since i’ve became an army, many MANY people were supportive of my fandom, said it was okay to be apart of such a great community of ARMY’s, and overall made my experience in this community amazing. however, there were also some individuals who criticized my writing, my taste in music, and my fangirl-ness for them.
whether it was in the hallways at school, through my social media, or during class, there was always someone who said the most hurtful things about Bangtan, and it tore me to pieces. the boys work SO incredibly hard on their music and show the most unbelievable love to ARMY, so hearing these awful things being said about them runs me over like a train. to the point where i believe expressing this fandom publicly is almost shaming BTS - which is why i’ve decided to keep things to myself.
thank you all for the patience as i’ve made this difficult decision. it hurts to know that there are people who only show hate towards a band that is taking the world by storm. it’s incredibly disconcerting, but i think this is what’s best.
a new poem will be coming out within this next month, so be on the lookout for that ! i love you all with my whole heart and soul <33
