kkoojtae

life sure surprises you in ways you couldn't imagine beforehand until it happens.

kkoojtae

It's funny how, when you finally say what you've been holding in, you feel a sense of relief—yet at the same time, you know it's too late to fix things. You've reached a point where things can never be mended, and you understand they would never be healthy again. Still, there’s a part of you that can't help but wonder 'what if'. 
          
          You find yourself torn. You don’t want to go back to that place, but a small part of you thinks you might. Deep down, though, you know you can’t because it wouldn’t be healthy or in your best interest. You just have to wait for those lingering 'what ifs' to fade away.
          
          Perhaps no one else understands your reasons—they may seem insignificant to others—but you know they’re valid. At times, you even question yourself: are these reasons really so important? But you also know that with those reasons in the way, things can never be the same again.
          
          
          –snow.

kkoojtae

Trying to level up, I hit a full stop. Funny how the drive to improve can sometimes shake the confidence to actually move forward. The transition from ambition to self-doubt can be so swift that it goes unnoticed.
          
          But in the end, this started as a hobby, something done purely for enjoyment. So, I’ll write what makes sense to me, and maybe what doesn’t. It doesn’t have to make sense all the time. I’ll create worlds within books that might only make sense there. I’m not sure what I’m saying, but I’ll write for myself, on my own terms. Simple.
          
          I might write regularly, or I might not. But again, my only wish is to put my thoughts into a place. If anyone finds them beautiful and wants to appreciate them, I’m more than grateful.
          
          —snow.
          

Teokkiee

@kkoojtae thats the spirit! Write for your happiness...and trust me ,people would love your work ❤️
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kkoojtae

what is this feeling that you're lonely among all? 

kkoojtae

@CrystalSnow1236  The more we know, understand, explore and learn, we grow and while in the process we find few people to be someone or such that we don't anymore relate to or find on the same level of mental understanding. The connection doesn't feel the same. I feel either we grow as a person while they remain the same or we didn't have  that understanding about ourselves when we intiated that bond and once we do we slowly find  they might not be the people we want to have around us. But still we want to hold onto them for the long time bond we have shared together and enjoyed. 
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CrystalSnow1236

@kkoojtae but as I'm growing up, I have this constant feelings of drifting away from people who matters no matter how much I want to stay
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CrystalSnow1236

@kkoojtae it's okay, I don't mind
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kkoojtae

I wanna write soo bad :'( but feels like something is stopping me, there are times motivation level is so high but soon it dries up. idk. i can't even seem to let go this little happy habit i had found and is still fond of :'(

Kim_Taetae_taebear

@kkoojtae I will always be rooting for you... can't let go a talented author u see 
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kkoojtae

@Kim_Taetae_taebear thank youu.idk for how long you've been supporting me and helping me into knowing that somehow i was able to write some good stuff for which few are still here <33
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Kim_Taetae_taebear

@kkoojtae hey... ur amazing, just remember that... no matter how long u take, we will be waiting for your update bcoz ur story is amazing.... pls don't let go... 
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Kim_Taetae_taebear

Hiii...
          Your finals over?.. hw was it? Hope u did well

kkoojtae

@Kim_Taetae_taebear thanks for asking and sorry for being late. Also, EID Mubarak ♥️ 
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kkoojtae

@Kim_Taetae_taebear heyyy. that was okayish. 
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Dartae2021

Hi, I don’t know if I am late but I really wish you would continue ‘started with fake’, I was really into the old one too, and when you said you are going to rewrite it, I was excited. I just want to say, please continue the story. I will appreciate it so much. Thank you
          And all the best for your uni.

Dartae2021

Thank you thank you for taking my request under consideration. I hope to see an update soon. Thank you once again. Keep writing.
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kkoojtae

@Dartae2021 i wasn't sure if anyone wanted SWF continued or even liked that much due to less votes/comments. i was in a bit dilemma should i continue or not. i guess, now i will and i really appreciate that you've let me know about it. thank you so much <3 
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rmariajin

Hey!
          Are you planning to update 'Hi marriage' ?

rmariajin

@kkoojtae That's great! And All the best for your finals.
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kkoojtae

@rmariajin for sure. that my intention is! tbh i've somewhat a draft  but still 'm not sure how it turned out that's why delaying till few days.once i'm done with finals of this semester i wish to update that :3
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