last night, someone broke me so much. my life will never be the same. I could not stop crying, I cried myself to sleep. that's the first time I've cried myself to sleep of 2016. I'm not gonna be okay without this person. not one bit because the way they left me was just so wrong. they read my messages and don't reply. do you realize how hurt and broken I am now? I was broken before but now that you left, I'm even more broken. and you were always there to help me when I was broken, now your gone. which means that nobody can help me when I'm broken. I'm hurt. I'm broken. I'm nothing now because now that you left, it felt like somebody just honestly just stabbed me. I sat in my computer room last night just crying, rocking back and forth, and repeating that I'm nothing to people, that people always leave which made me cry so much harder because I realized how real this was. I have never been so upset about something before. therefore, belle, without you...I am broken