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kktsne9

Apr 21, 2023 12:55AM

hi everyone. here’s the long post i promised. 
          	
          	i want to talk about a couple different topics, so if you read this all, thank you. 
          	
          	firstly, i want to talk about the fact that i’m a part of a did system, and what that means. 
          	
          	DID, or dissociative identity disorder (formerly known as multiple personality disorder), is a disorder where someone has separate identies (or “personalities”, though i dislike that term as it isn’t nuanced enough in the context of being a system).
          	
          	the term “system” is just used to name all the alters in one body. i won’t be phrasing it as if the alters in our system are MY alters, because i don’t own them. they’re their own individuals. 
          	
          	i’m not going to explain the entire disorder because that’d take too long for this post, but if you have questions, you can comment them or look them up online. 
          	
          	with that being said, i’m not the author behind koothusiast. that was our last host, and they’re dormant. they have been since 2021. 
          	
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for a long time, i didn’t know i was someone else, i’m not sure i realized until 2022 despite us finding out we’re a system in late 2021. this had to do with heavy masking that we’re still trying to unlearn, so if i sound similar to them, that’s why. it’s hard for us to unmask and act the way we feel is right for each of us.

i know knowing this might be weird to think about for people who enjoyed koothusiast’s works, and that’s understandable, but i thought i’d come on here and make it known that that isn’t me.

this plays especially into my next point about my own writing, since i also enjoy writing.

if i was to write, some of the people following this account might not enjoy the type of content i’m going to post.

koothusiast was a straight “girl”, (quotations because i’m not sure of how they identified before they went dormant, but i know they were straight), and i’m a gay man.

i’m not interested in heterosexual stories, reading them or writing them, and i won’t be continuing that from where they left off. any book i publish is only going to be about gay characters, so if you’re not interested in that, feel free to unfollow.

if you are, there’s a few things i want to say, specifically to straight girls/women who may decide to. my books aren’t restricted to only one gender or sexuality, anyone can read them of course, but i do not tolerate the fetishization of gay men.

if you’re only reading content about gay men and you refuse to read heterosexual/lesbian content, i find that concerning, and my books aren’t for you.

i do not support women who only read and fantasize about gay men, as well as infantilize/hypersexualize them. if that sounds like you, you aren’t welcome on this account, flat out.

if you’re simply interested in the storyline and you’re a genuine supporter of ALL lgbtq content, you’re welcome to stay, but if you step out of line, for example in a comment if you comment one, i’m not going to hesitate to call you out.

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Apr 21, 2023 • Reply

kktsne9

Apr 21, 2023

hi everyone. here’s the long post i promised. 
          
          i want to talk about a couple different topics, so if you read this all, thank you. 
          
          firstly, i want to talk about the fact that i’m a part of a did system, and what that means. 
          
          DID, or dissociative identity disorder (formerly known as multiple personality disorder), is a disorder where someone has separate identies (or “personalities”, though i dislike that term as it isn’t nuanced enough in the context of being a system).
          
          the term “system” is just used to name all the alters in one body. i won’t be phrasing it as if the alters in our system are MY alters, because i don’t own them. they’re their own individuals. 
          
          i’m not going to explain the entire disorder because that’d take too long for this post, but if you have questions, you can comment them or look them up online. 
          
          with that being said, i’m not the author behind koothusiast. that was our last host, and they’re dormant. they have been since 2021. 
          
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kktsne9

to wrap things up, i’m probably going to completely rebrand this account so it fits my style more, so it might change up a bit, but i’ll be publishing a chapter of a book i already wrote a while back tonight once that’s done, so look out for that. 
            
            thank you to those who choose to continue supporting this account, despite me not being who you came to know back from 2018-2020. 
            
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Apr 21, 2023 • Reply

kktsne9

i know knowing this might be weird to think about for people who enjoyed koothusiast’s works, and that’s understandable, but i thought i’d come on here and make it known that that isn’t me.

this plays especially into my next point about my own writing, since i also enjoy writing.

if i was to write, some of the people following this account might not enjoy the type of content i’m going to post.

koothusiast was a straight “girl”, (quotations because i’m not sure of how they identified before they went dormant, but i know they were straight), and i’m a gay man.

if you’re only reading content about gay men and you refuse to read heterosexual/lesbian content, i find that concerning, and my books aren’t for you.

i do not support women who only read and fantasize about gay men, as well as infantilize/hypersexualize them. if that sounds like you, you aren’t welcome on this account, flat out.

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Apr 21, 2023 • Reply

kktsne9

Apr 20, 2023

hi to anyone who sees this. i’m koothusiast, if you can remember me, since it’s been so long. 
          
          i miss writing, and i want to come back, but i don’t know how. 
          
          i’m gonna make a longer in depth post in maybe an hour about a lot of different things, just to catch my followers up, so look out for that, but to those who still remember me, thank you, and hopefully someday i can come back to writing like before.