So at the moment writing is a lot harder then I had expected. After the passing of my Grandmother in November things had gotten hard. Everything I had planned for Straw Hat: A Dragon’s wrath, the future planning included hardships reminding me of the important person I had lost. I am forever thankful for those who read my stories and be patient with me as I write. My brain still continues to come up with ideas it’s just hard to sometimes write it.
When I rewrote the first book it was when my father and grandmother was going through chemo at the same time. The emotions of writing water seven arc as how I felt when I left my home state from my dad to help my grandmother. Then the hardship of struggling with the prognosis of my grandmother unable to change life for her, thus the change for Lilith’s permanent lack of arm. A change in life that can’t be changed, a constant reminder that things will never be the same.
So each chapter holds something deep for me, all sharing some kind of emotion for me. So I ask please be patient with me in the time of grief for me. Every little thing I used to enjoy is a struggle.