knittingpenguin⁷

ugh, so i'm 53k words into fic i only vaguely planned to write. and then vague plans turned into an absolute necessity. 
          
          when it's finished and exactly right, it's all yours, loves.

hope you'll enjoy this part, loves <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1140276015-drawn-minjoon-short-story-%F0%9F%A5%80-drawn-to-him-like-a

rereading and editing the drafts... i'm excited for you to see them, too
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/277746852-drawn-minjoon-short-story
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/211355147-s-e-x-u-a-l-yoonseok-sope-short-story-%E2%96%B6-sope

… hi friends
          
          it’s been a long time.
          
          i’ve opened this app more times than i care to admit, staring at the announcement box for far too long trying to decide what and how and when i should say something
          
          i’m not sure how to come back. or if i should.
          
          many of you know that i went into the education field. and maybe many of you know that education is having a rough time in the united states… so even though my life is far from calm at the moment, i can’t just hover over this announcement box and close the app. 
          
          in the years since i last published, i’ve been teaching, growing, and, quietly, writing. even though i wasn’t posting, i was building:  just little things. scenes. scraps. soft confessions in the dark. the kinds of things that made me fall in love with these characters in the first place. the things that made me want to share my writing in the first place… 
          
          i’ve been carrying my stories with me this whole time, and lately i’ve felt that tug to reach out again.
          
          i don’t know where this return will lead, but i know i want to share again, piece by piece.
          
          if you’re still here, thank you. truly. 
          
          thank you.  for waiting, for reading, for being the kind of audience that made all of this feel like more than just fanfiction.
          
          your patience and presence mean the world to me. more than i can put into words
          
          with love,
          
           pengu
          
           (yes, still obsessed with hoseok. no, that’s not changing.)

Your writing is insane you inspire me alot I love your brain

good day pengu dearest, just wanted to like! youre one of the ppl that really inspired me to start writing and you've really inspired me, so just... a big big thank you<3

IN SOPE NATION WE STAND ❤️

JUNG HOSEOK
          
          THIS JUST HAPPENED?!?!?!!?! HANDS AROUND HIS NECK?!?!?! I AM ATTRACTED TO AN X-RAY SKELETON?!?!?!! THE VOICE?!?!?!?! THE INHALE INHALE EXHALE EXHALE PART?!??!?!?! THE STYLING?!?!?!?!? THE FCKING CAMERA WORK?!!?!?!?!
          
          I AM ON MY KNEES AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

yet to come, the mv and lyrics, made me sob
          
          no one is surprised

not me expanding the playlist/ost for 'spread' and knocking out 9k words
          
          send help
          
          miss you, loves ♡♡