knittingpenguin

chapter 10 (amygdala) has been posted, loves
          	
          	this is one of the chapters i’ve been waiting forever to post because it’s where the fic starts going fully psychological/sci-fi horror with the memory erasure process.
          	
          	i had so much fun exploring what memory erasure would actually feel like emotionally instead of just explaining it in my faux-science story-logic.
          	
          	i’d genuinely LOVE to hear people’s thoughts/theories/reactions on this chapter because there are a lot of recurring motifs and emotional callbacks starting to collide here
          	
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/222510679

bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin almost had a mini heart attack cuz I saw 1 part instead of 11 lmao
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bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin well I can't wait to read it
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knittingpenguin

chapter 10 (amygdala) has been posted, loves
          
          this is one of the chapters i’ve been waiting forever to post because it’s where the fic starts going fully psychological/sci-fi horror with the memory erasure process.
          
          i had so much fun exploring what memory erasure would actually feel like emotionally instead of just explaining it in my faux-science story-logic.
          
          i’d genuinely LOVE to hear people’s thoughts/theories/reactions on this chapter because there are a lot of recurring motifs and emotional callbacks starting to collide here
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/222510679

bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin almost had a mini heart attack cuz I saw 1 part instead of 11 lmao
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bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin well I can't wait to read it
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knittingpenguin

ahhhhhhhhhh!!
          
          i remember when i sent wip snippets from ch 1 and 9 to cara like.... four/five years ago??
          
          and then life, a job in education, and 76k words of non-linear sci-fi dream-logic relationship dissection/rescue later, it's finished????
          
          (though i am still actively nitpicking omfg....)
          
          ten more chapters to post, loves ♡
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/222510679

bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin could it be possible I love it more 
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knittingpenguin

of course... those snippets weren't in any formal chapters back then.
            
            ugh. i'm really loving this book.
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knittingpenguin

ughhhhh
          
          editing chapter 19... and i know for a goddamn fact this is a book best revisited so you can remember and realize along with sope ughhhhhhh
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/222510679

knittingpenguin

not me doing final passes on chapter 9 and seeing a section that i wrote 4-5 years ago fits with 'into the sun' from the 2026 album
          
          big in my feeling rn
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/222510679-remember-yoonseok-sope-%E2%96%B6-sope-playlist-2

knittingpenguin

@bangtanbella77 i think the album gave us all new vocal stims 
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knittingpenguin

@sopemoni i absolutely thought i hallucinated the notification ♡ ♡ ♡
            i’m doing decent, work constantly has me in a chokehold but like… that’s education 
            i’m still penguxsope on insta- hmu when you make an account
            
            omg time travel fr 
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bangtanbella77

@knittingpenguin was editing a chapter and suddenly realized that I wrote a line from "they don't know bout us"
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knittingpenguin

pjm: Namjoooooon
          knj: Woof woof! You want me to bark?
          bangtan in the background: barking collectively
          pjm: So, if they tell you to, you really do it? Like, if they ask you to bark?
          njm: Well… if they tell me to bark, I bark
          bangtan in the background: barking intensifies
          pjm: I think that's a good attitude
          
          
          
          
          pengu: *opening a google doc shamelessly*

knittingpenguin

good boy, namjoonie
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knittingpenguin

aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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