𝓛𝓮𝓮 𝓚𝓷𝓸𝔀

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I hate myself... I know I'm not weak, but I'm not strong enough either.

Hayatımdaki iyikilerim 3 kişiden ibaret.... sizi seviyorum♡♡

feeling alone in the crowd.....

Yeah, they say when you grow up
          You'll understand when you're older
          Guess I'm still a kid, I don't know if
          If I'll ever let go of this
          Say goodbye to the old me
          We ain't friends anymore, you don't know me
          I know I could die any moment
          If I do just remember this...

My head is filled with parasites
          
          Black holes cover up my eyes
          
          I dream of you almost every night
          
          Hopefully I won't wake up this time
          
          I won't wake up this time....
          
          I won't wake up this time....
          
          I won't wake up this time....

Nothing helps I'm fucking numb
          I'll be gone bitch pass the blunt
          I've been hurting for so long
          Baby kill me in your thoughts
          I've been dying all along
          Let me go where I belong
          Get me drunk bitch, get me high
          Give me pills and let me vibe
          When it's time just let me die
          I'm so tired of this life...

I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
          I don't really have a place to call my home now
          Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
          Why do everybody make me feel alone like
          I'm feelin' lost and I don't know where else to go now
          I don't really have a place to call my home now
          Everybody hatin' and I feel so cold now
          Why do everybody make me feel alone like...
          

I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
          I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
          But every day I feel like dying
          Every day I feel like dying