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i know most of you guys have been wondering,
"Violet, where the hell have been loca" and let me tell you, it's been a lot.
but ill try and be brief, i was really into writing my stories, my drive was insane and then some people from our community really bummed me out and just made me uncomfortable in general with writing, while i was having this writer's existencial crisis, i was in my finals of my bachelors (glad to say i finished it ) so most of my time i spent it studying, + leavening a 6 year old toxic relationship all in the span of like 1-3 months.
i was really disappointed with the whole writing community that i just thought a good time away would help me come back to my senses and bring back the feeling of why i even started writing in the first place, during this break ive managed to write some horrible one shots and very little of my stories it's like im in an endless writers block but life seems to be turning just a smidge around.
i still don't feel like myself and i think ill never will, but i thought to myself i could wait for years trying to get my vibe back and it might never come, so i have decided to cut my break and just throw myself into this pretty sweet community (because i know not everyone in the writers corner suck).
i know you guys will probably be wanting updates from old stories and all that but im really nervous to disappoint, i think my writing skills are rusty atm but ill see what i can do.
ive missed you guys a lot, i hope to get back into my jam soon, if you read this far, thank you i appreciate it, and don't worry about me life has really gotten me into a ‘pls don't fuck with me’ energy even if it gets me reported by the big guys because... well, power to the little guys (ง'̀-'́)ง