⚠️‼️THIS IS A RANT/VENT POST‼️⚠️
⚠️Trigger warning: Mention of s3lf h@rm (sh) unaliving p@n!c @tt@cks n33dles(other sharp things) s3xlul!z!ng⚠️
I realized during my school year sudden loud noises cause panic attacks. I also realized that I have slight mysophobia/germ phobia. So being touched or being in crowded places make me uncomfortable. I've also avoided getting vaccinated due to bring afraid of n33dles. I'm also scared because I realized both of my closest friends sh. I'm scared. This boy also confessed to me. I didn't feel the same so u rejected him, and we agreed on being friends. But my classmates make dirty jokes abt us making me uncomfortable. I always try to cope but I can't deal with this life. I'm not gonna c0mm!t. What do I do? Therapy is out of the question I refuse to talk to my parents bc they don't understand bs