Summer🔆

I was an idiot when I was young. I wanted to be loved so badly by someone who simply did not ever love me once and I let myself be treated like the last option. God, I want to forget it so bad. I want to wipe it from my memory so bad! Then I think about it again after a year or so of not thinking about it and it just pisses me off all over again! How could you do that to me! How could you use me like that? I was the safe option always, wasn’t i? How do you feel now as an adult? Do you ever remember those times and feel even a bit ashamed? I know I do. Ashamed of myself for letting it happen. Letting myself be treated like that! The first time I realized I was never treated nicely is when I spent that night talking to me and he made me feel the way I did. What, you can actually be treated this nicely? That’s what I thought back then. I think that says a lot about what happened in those three years. Fuck you, genuinely. I want to forget you exist so bad, god.

I don’t hate you anymore but I’ll never forgive you and myself for making the mistake of loving you and the way you hurt me.

One day, I hope I can be reborn as your aunt again. Although, next time, I want to be able to love you and be in your life without restraints. Until then, a piece of me will always remain in a piece of your heart. I love you, my niece.

A part of me will always be an author. Writing has always been in me and it always will.

I just finished Haikyuu season 2 and I want both Oikawa and Tsukki to step on me in turns

Someone just told me they loved me. Butterflies. Do they still exist in me?

I want to make an OmegaVerse story so bad. 

“Even if rain comes not, I will stay here, together with you.” 

One day, I want to feel like a dream to someone. 

Your breaths are as radiant as the stars.