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Reminiscing old memories that I had spent with her makes me gloomy af.
And we're being more apart these past few months.
Fuck. I feel like a fool because I'm the only one trying to keep our strings connected, and nothing from the other side, it's like if it's ignored, no wonder that one string which is still there is gonna break and never gonna connect. ever. It's messing my brain and heart.
I want to get away from this mess but then again no.
I want to go somewhere far away from here leaving everything and surrounded with strangers. Very selfish eh.