koozzy

Help
          Im a growing problem

Good thing none of my friends or relatives knows my wattpad acc

Ive been losing motivation to write and feeling a bit burn out as well TvT

WOOHOOO ITS GAY MONTH

Live laugh love cavetown

I'm not emo, I swear!

You know... its ok for me if someone whos either my friends, classmates or someone who isnt related to me to have the same interests or hobbies as me. But if someone who is related to me like my siblings or cousins have the same interests or hobbies as me, thats where i see the problem... cuz like- relatives WILL compare you to them like, for example; i like playing a specific musical instrument then they started to do too, my relatives will be like "oh my god, (sister's name) is better at playing (instrument) than you" or when i started liking drawing "geez, (cousin's name) is wayyy better at drawing than you". And thats why i hate it if my siblings or cousins have the same interest as me, and that is also why i, as much as possible, try to have different things that i like, but they just keep copying me and its really annoying!! Cant i be just original in this household for once?!?!

i just cut my bangs last night and it looked like it didn't change at all, it only became shorter. i think it was a good thing? because if it did change and it looked horrible, how the fxck am I gonna fix it?

can't believe I'm ranting into a story-making website instead of an actual person, then again, i don't want to bother nor burden them with my problems, they probably have their own issues and i don't wanna add mine to them

so ehm, I just got scolded for something I didn't do... again!!!!! it wasn't even my fault, it was my sister's. I even tried fixing what she did but my dad got mad at ME and started shouting things to me instead of HER.