being a teenager really changed my whole life. my personality, my attitude, the way i interact with other people and even the way i write my stories. i realised this after i've been stalking my first ever work on wattpad. it was fascinating, seeing how my old self was enjoying her life at the fullest by writing stories. it was when i didn't have to experience puberty.
i don't know what sucks, the fact that i'm growing up and not leading quite a happy teenager life or i'm just feeling upset because i couldn't turn back time where i once bloomed as a kid.
i miss the old me. good times.
growing up sucks. i can't seem to find any positivity in growing up. at this rate i think i really need a helping hand. sorry if you're thinking that i'm just reaching for attention but i can't help it. i just feel the urge to rant.