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i forgot to update but two weeks ago they told me i’m terminal.. i don’t know if i have a few more weeks or even days left but yeah this is the end. 
          i’ve had this actually for like six years now and stopped using it a while ago but would just come back occasionally to check in and what not. this is the last check in. my last goodbye:) it’s been fun :) 
          
           signing off forever 
          
          goodbye
          -ash

so my cancer has come back a fourth time :/
          this is so exhausting why can’t i just be normal.. this has taken up almost four years of my life and just keeps getting worse. i was finally looking forward to life for the first time.. i was going to start t, go to uni, enjoy life with the loml and here i am stuck in hospital getting worse by the day on the verge of being terminal. this is not fair...

so my cancer came back two weeks ago :/

i’m so drunk rn AAAAAA

forgot to say this here ;-;-; BUT IM CANCER FREE NOW :ppppp 

as long as i have him by my side i’ll be okay.

update on that concert;-; it was shît :)))) 

i’m going to a concert on the 22nd?!?:!:!:&:£ i don’t know how it works anymore;-;-;-;-;-; ITS BEEN TWO YEARSSBSMSMMCKCKC

i’m in love w my bestfriend………… bro what why is my luck so bad;-;?!£:):£::

i’m so hungover fck me