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Man it's been a while since I'm here. I'm still on a hiatus, but I've been re-writing some of the stories from my book. Hope one day l'll have enough time and dedication to start posting again. 
          
          Anyway, someone still read my freaking book??? The book my amateur self wrote?? Wow. Thank you. 

A very 'happy' birthday to me. 

Can someone tell me what is Inkitt? 

I've been reading my books and my drafts over and over so I can get some inspiration to write back. 
          
          This sucks. Why do I have to lose my interest in writing? 

The start of this year, is probably one of the worst year-starters for me. 
          
          I lost too many people. 
          I don't have anyone to talk to. 
          My healing heart got broken once more. 
          My trust is broken once more. 
          My compassionate side barely had a chance to come out, and when it did, people call it weird. 
          I'm probably back to square one regarding my depression. 
          My anxiety is much, much worst this year. 
          
          Like why... 

I want to cry, but I can't. 
          I want to scream, but I can't. 
          My heart's which is already healing got broken once more today. Do I have another chance to let it heal before another person breaks it into pieces again? 
          
          Will I ever have this chance? 

Am I a stop and go kind of person to you guys?  
          
          Like, you'll stop by me, let everything out, let me believe you, which I hardly do, 
          
          Then just leave? No reasons, just leave. Like, no one ever stayed with me. The relationship we had is bound to break once it reaches a year. And that really hurts once it broke. 
          
          I'm a human, I have human feelings. I get sad, I get depressed. I hope you don't treat someone else like this. Enough with me suffering from broken relationships and friendships. 
          
          I thought we held onto each other strong enough, never knew your grip are slipping away. 
          
          It hurts. I'm hurt. My heart's in a million pieces. 
          
          And I'm not even joking. Just a rant, because I lost a friend I always rant to. 

You're not the only one who lost everything once we cut ties. Keep that in mind. 

I missed everyone... 

School sucks.