Hey guys, I'm going to talk about something very important and I hope you will read and understand.
I have taken all of my books in the black series down: including: ADAM, Hearts For Fools, and ROSE.
even though Adam has already reached 3 million views, I'm not happy. In fact, it made me upset. I love all of your beautiful comments and your kind words, but I'm so uncomfortable with these stories for so many reasons.
I began writing them 5 years ago, I'm now a different woman and especially in the past year I've been wanting to change so many things about myself, especially within my religion, I want to be a better Muslim and a better version of myself. and these book are blocking my windpipes: they contain so many cusses, are poorly written, they don't represent who I am as an author and a person, and I've lost the motivation to continue the series.
I'm so sorry for all of you who love to reread it, the guilt of taking away something you enjoy to read (as an understanding reader myself) was stopping me from doing this, but I have to do it in order to be at peace with my own soul and self.
I have a new book right now that I hope to place actual lessons in, actual values, to represent myself as an author and what I aspire to convey through my writing. The book, Innocent, Has barely any readers but at least I'm comfortable in it.
for these past 5 years thank you so much, thank you for being so funny, so sweet, so lighthearted and lovely. I used to read the comments on Adam to uplift my spirits, my gratitute isn't enough for shaping me as an author and for being a beautiful memory.
I appreciate you all, and I will always keep your comments in my heart, thank you for everything :)