It's funny how we all laugh and cry, but it's for different reasons. I wonder if the fact I'm laughing means I find my plan a joke.
“You've already missed the day you were gonna do this so it isn't serious, right?"
I don't know.
But maybe the fact I'm crying proves I don't want to die yet, hence the reason I'm stalling? Is this it. I've decided to drink that yummy liquid people wash clothes with... Why am I saying this.
I'm a 15 year old now, I celebrated my birthday with school friends yesterday. They don't know about this. I've left them my room on my will, they can have all my oikawa stickers.
Or should I stick them on my forehead?
Or should I make my oikawa nendoroid drink bleach too?
This is like talking to myself.
I'll send this to my friends so when I delete my account the can spread my last online words.
I wonder if I should have my last words something weird or deep...
I think I'll comment on a cringey YouTube video 'I'm gonna drink bleach.' and actually drink it.
Tell oikawa that I'll miss him, I hope heaven or hell has a WiFi network.
Tell me how season 4 of haikyuu is, okay?
Thanks.