HELLO AUTHOR NIM!!! IM BACK!
I'm sorry I haven't posted any messages for you in a while. There were just so many things going on in my life. But it's all resolved now, I think so. I'll give you a little outline of what happened in roughly a month.
During the past few weeks, I found out my two best friends were absolute snakes (I was in a trio) and now I'm here, not wanting to make any more friends at school. I also found out that my crush probably likes me but I kinda lost feelings for him and I don't really know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
I also had some (really verbally abusive) relatives (my father's sister and her two daughters who are younger than me) come to my house for a whole damn week. I am friends with my school's vice principal and my English teacher and they noticed that I haven't been myself for a long while now and I told them everything and we also found out the reason my exams went bad.
It was because apparently the things my father's sister, I really don't want to call her my aunt, said to me before each exam, kept replaying in my head during the exam and I hadn't even realised that I cried literally everything single time. Thankfully my English teacher noticed and talked to me about it.
Anyways, I'm still working on myself. I feel like I have given myself a really tough time and I should treat myself more kindly. I don't even know why I shared this with you but you are like a friend and an elder sister to me. I don't know if you feel the same but at least that's how I feel. Sorry for the long paragraph but I really wanted to tell you what happened.
I hope you Eat well, sleep well, study well and most importantly take good care of yourself, wait...not good...take the BEST care of yourself or else I'm going to come all the way to your house and take care of you myself.
Anyways, I have to go. I love you Byeee<3
★Reminder: Your soul is so beautiful, even the stars fell for you☆゚.*・。゚