all of my days feel very shorter now and i’ve been spending a lot of my time in my room surrounded by my phone, laptop and bed and that’s all i’ve been doing. no plans, no timetables, no goals, no ambition. it’s not an easy process- to wake up every morning with motivation to do anything that you’re decided and running behind a timetable created. i’ve somehow lost myself into this illusion and can’t seem to escape out. when will i find the true satisfaction in my life? when will ever be happy and not feel shallow later?