koya_bby

a boy in my class said the n word?? and my teacher encouraged it???

irfanswife

@koya_bby , wtf.
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koya_bby

me casually planning out every single word i’m gonna say for my presentation today!
          
          for some reason, pretty much every time i speak, i have to plan out how i’m gonna say it so i don’t mess up, and if i do mess up, i just sound stupid because i’m going to constantly going to mess up
          
          bruh i’m so scaredddd
          i’m at home doing online because i chose to. but my poem is after my google slidesssss. i i  tree k we riekfkkekdkekd

koya_bby

and i’m just so disappointed because i actually worked so hard. i studied the whole script and stayed up all night to make sure it was all perfect and not one thing went well
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koya_bby

i couldn’t even breathe
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koya_bby

and i stuttered so much but once of the people in my class said they couldn’t hear
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koya_bby

i’m currently rolling on a 57% for english.. but that’s okay because i still have assignments to hand in (which i’m working on) and as soon as i had in an assignment, my grades will go up
          i’m just glad that i’m passing :)

koya_bby

TURNS OUT MY TEACHER MESSED UP ACCIDENTALLY AND PUT ONE OF OUR IMPORTANT ASSIGNMENTS AS 10% WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 15% SO MY GRADES ARE GOING TO BE HIGHER
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koya_bby

i remember when i used to rant about my moms boyfriend and how he used to touch me…
          
          i don’t really know what to do or who to go to because it started again (not the inserting but just the touching)
          
          i’m really angry at myself because i’ve been through it so many times and i STILL don’t know how to protect myself without hurting anyone..
          
          i don’t wanna tell anyone because the last time i told my mom, i got beatings…
          
          i don’t know what to do. i don’t wanna go through it again.
          
          i was 9-13 when he was doing things to me and at the time i didn’t know it was wrong until i found out when i was like 12.
          
          im so stupid. im literally 15 turning 16 in april and i STILL don’t know how to keep myself safe.
          
          i don’t know what to do and i’m so scared. i can’t tell anyone so i just feel trapped

AthyIzumi

@shoyos_wife Ooh.. I’m sorry about what I said, also if you have family relative that you really trust try telling them you’re situation! I think it will really help.
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koya_bby

@Athyizumi i don’t really blame my mom because she’s doing her best (she’s really young and is working three jobs to provide for my family and i and she’s planning on going back to school). also, you don’t have to feel guilty about not being able to help! and thank you so much <333
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AthyIzumi

this message may be offensive 
@shoyos_wife I understand what you're going though because something similar happened to me... but I just wanted to let you know that we're here for you<333 I feel so guilty because I can't even do anything to help you... you're mom's boyfriend is a fucking bastard! also your mom's a bitch for not even looking after you and for not doing anything!!!
            and please don't ever say that you deserve this! you deserve a happy and wonderful life<333 please just talk to us if you need comfort, don't take you're own life... just because of a SICK OLD DAMN FUCKING BASTARD!!! HE DESERVES TO FUCKING DIE!!! 
            and please always update us on what's happening, so we can always look after you even just on online<333
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rectum-licker3000

RANDOM QYESTION, AREY8UY A SANG-WOO??

koya_bby

NO LMAO IM AN ARIES BUT MY BEOTHER IS A SAGITTARIUS ALSO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY, I TOOK A BREAK FROM WATTPAD AND FORGOT TO CHECK MY BOARD
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rectum-licker3000

@DenkisSideHoe I EMAN A SAGITTARIYS RHSBDB IT AUDOTCOREXTED PSL0
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