and as we sat on the concrete ground in the heat of the Texas sun i stared at him as if he was the prettiest boy ive ever seen. I watched as he drew on my thigh while my hands played in his hair. we sat like this for a while, talking as the atmosphere grew more crowded as people started to flood down into the hangout spot. while i was playing with the rings on his hand that was when he noticed my scars, he ran his soft hand over my arm as he picked up my hand, kissing it as he spoke, "it's gonna be okay" he the turned his arm and showed me that he has scars too. although at that point i felt like we were the only two people in the world i have never felt less alone in my life. and that was the moment i realized that i am completely head over heels in love with my best friends brother.
this happened 2 days ago and its been racing through my mind ever since. i didnt know if i should post this but i decided too because ever since i met him i learned that there is always a reason to keep going. i recently lost that glimpse of hope when my old best friend and i stopped being friends. but meeting him opened a new light for me. and im not saying that you need a relationship to be happy but one day something will happen that gives you that kind of light. so never give up. it'll all be okay. <3
