дана

Huh..

Am I that repulsive if not skinny 

The sexual tension between me and going back to starving is getting unbearable 

Gulps

I kinda should write a note to my early teen self one day 

Ouch! 

Another week of getting closer to madness 

Why does everyone actively make me wanna violently m,tilate myself 

Sighs 

I will end up absolutely insane going back and forth between hating and feeling bad