kriscel

Unfortunate for me to say but, I won't be friends with any of them after this year. (I still have to tolerate them till this s.y ends.) I hope they get karma like bffr if she was my REAL friend she wouldn't even go near him. And no some r probably gonna think 'oh ur J's gonna cut ur friend off just bc of a boy?' you know what, Yeah. Yeah I will. Why? That boy has tormented me for long enough. And she knew and she was AWARE of what she was doing and she did NOTHING and I mean NOTHING to stop it. That boy broke me so bad and now my "friend" did too. I am so disappointed in her, she made a promise to not go beyond crush, and I get it that you can't control your feelings. But she could've done something. Put distance. Ignore him. But no, she made her choice and what she did changed my view of her as a person forever.  

Shorter story w less details, but anyways she likes and is FALLING in love with the same boy who made me feel like a second option, broke my heart, sent an "accidental" nude to his gbf, barely did what a guy would do when he's courtshipping someone (he was below bare minimum) and said that I wasn't "the first one" who came to his life (bc our last argument was about his ex m.u who is also his gbf at the time, and when I told him to lessen his 'talkinf and hanging out' with her, he said no and he couldn't do it bc she was the "first one" to come to his life.) ANDD what's fucking insane is that I have told her everything about my past with him multiple times, I repeat MULTIPLE times. And yet she still goes after him. Even when I warned her. I'm so fucking pissed that MY FRIEND. ANY of my friend would EVER do that to me. And she had a lame ass excuse for liking him as well?!? Like what the fuck. You fake mf. Like I am so pissed off it's actually insane. I'm annoyed, mad, frustrated, pissed, at both of them.

Honestly didn't believe the quote "the enemy is closer than you think" yeah she fucking is, and it had to be one of my close friends. And worse is that my other closest friends backed her up and made me feel like my feelings were invalid :/

The real freakoff always begins in October:p