कृष्ण आराधिका 🪞

Hey Dhruvi!! I was just scrolling through and found a reel to send you as usual  then saw your account wasn't showing up. I thought you'd blocked me or something so I stalked your Pinterest and Wattpad and found this. I'd assumed you deactivated your account or something, but so sad to see you discontinue your works  Hope you find inspiration and start writing again! And never stop chasing your darling muse 

I believe a closure is needed. Letting things hang as is often leaves awful memory, which I don't want.
          
          Soooo, hello everyone. Here on we might be interacting less, perhaps none at all. This place had been safe and happy back when I had joined it, and taught me so much that I can't ever be grateful enough. Each of the comments and messages have meant the world. But that's about it.
          
          I'm leaving. KA was unpublished at 1 am in the morning today, and many well wishers have dropped by since then. Thank you so much for checking in <3 Krisha is somewhere between whacking me and agreeing with my decision. I don't think we're continuing it anymore. The past few months her have been . . . yuck. Yeah all this vocab and that's the only word that could describe my emotions in the rawest form. I'll mostly be inactive save for popping here and there to read and comment on my fav books, and who knows, if a silly little idea hops up to me again, I'll be back with it. But like, I don't really want to rn. What I need is a good nap and my darling muse™.
          
          Far too much conflict in here and a lot of disturbance for my personal life which has been thriving as of lately. Touch wood. I'm halfway through my grad, I'm a mental health first aider (cool, ain't it? Not a professional, but I'm certified. 14 hours training and test and all :D), almost got done with my sems, and gotta focus on my future. I have to complete KA (with lots of edits and rewriting and which is a trilogy in my docs, tho it deserves better, as do I and hence it's not gonna see wp's light again). So yeah, juggling too much here. I'm tired.
          
          To put it straight, I do NOT have time for bs. Haters gonna hate, and my energy is too precious for any more dumb charades. I'm having a gala time here. Doing this has felt so strangely liberating, I'm almost giggling like a little girl. 
          
          I might have a surprise for everyone, but let's see when. 
          
          Bye lol. 
          
          *picks up Krishu and moonwalks outta the app*

Where did KA go (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

The vague af allegations of blasphemous tracks/ portrayals in my book are like- the only things making some people here relevant. Why don't you go and moral police other people here? There are worst things on the platform, but you seem to have some insane obsession with me. Even getting blocked doesn't halt their river of bovine tendencies. 
          
          "Being a literature student doesn't guarantee understanding literature" na baba, if you do your homework, hell yeah it does. There's this thing called being competent and being confident of it + experience. "Saying main characters ka fault" tbh they were partially at fault for the dice hall, and them allowing Keechaka to kick Krishnaa in Virata's court could've been avoided as well, because I'm pretty sure Keechaka was hounding her before that too. I didn't exactly blame them, and Krishnaa and Bhima did have their tender moment, just shorter because I thought you don't have to spoon feed readers all the time, let them use their minds as well. You don't have to read paragraphs of people simply reciting oaths to woo their lover and prove their love to you. Even before that, the Pandavas are shown to be soft and righteous in my book. 
          
          Krishnaa indeed loved them all, and I have shown that multiple times too. Just because your beloved makes a mistake, you don't entirely let them go/ resent them. Love is complex and so are relationships, especially something as divine as romance. "Justice isn't as easy" how hard is it to accept that right people make wrong decisions too sometimes? Yes, their intentions weren't wrong with her at any point of their lives, and they did love each other, but that doesn't mean they wouldn't have had some rocky patches as well. 

Every day here be like: Defend your thesis. Then only you must receive a title of honor from our clique. You must do as we say, peasant. Have you seen anyone being any more self righteous? Right, you cannot. There aren't any such people. Let us be as obnoxious as we can and ward away any different perspectives and opinions. Btw, you're a jerk if you oppose us. Mwah. How beautiful.

Addressing beyond the present track, and the speculations the last chapter had raised. I hope your doubts are cleared!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/259259855

Folks you know what is it today . . . a blood moon. 

Just some thoughts, feel free to ignore.
          
          When you don't have non-veg, and are simply indifferent to those who do or even support their food habits, you might not stand by their values but you stand by their right to have a choice. Even feminism, is about choice. I'd not want to be a homemaker but if a woman does want it, it's wholly her prerogative, even if being financially dependent on a man can be nothing short of distress (the spike in crime rates recently really makes me doubt the institution of marriage and humanity, but then again that could be just me). To dress a certain way is choice, your diet a choice, all that you consume is a choice. Even god gives us free will, to make our own choices and eventually reap the consequences. In all of this, no other human is involved. It's plainly between the aatma and the paramatma, the former being a speck of what the almighty is. The soul has its own journey, and shares no real bond with another soul, apart from, well, karmic ones. 
          
          So sometimes, we have to realize that even though and when someone IS wrong, we have to be mere spectators (so as long as a third party isn't being harmed in the process. Then one must intervene. Sometimes, one's actions affect those around them too, and that is unfair, innit?). Everything is nuanced. 
          
          And sometimes people are just not worth the energy you spend on them. Let them have a choice, and you make yours not just not to thwart them, but also let them learn their lesson their way. Morning dawns on all of us at different times. Our journeys are all different, and there needs to be an inherent soft spot in us for each other. Perspectives may vary, opinions may differ, and fueds may spark. But at the end, we have similar goals. And if you're someone who cannot stand something very different, do not at least go for harsh words, silence is a more potent thing in such times.
          
          [continued]

Updateeeeeeeeeee :DDDDD
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/259259855

Hello author, how many more chapters are going to be there? Actually I want to start reading the book since its been there in my library for quite a long time now......i was waiting for the book to end.... please can you kindly tell how many more chapters???