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Please vote for jk's "SEVEN" on mnet!!

Bist du noch aktiv? Wenn ja würde mich freuen, wenn du bei deiner Geschichte weiter schreibst, da sie sooo cool ist. 

Eine probably sehr basic frage aber 
          
          Magst du / liest du noch irgendwelche anderen shipps außer Taekook? Btw. Wenn ja auch welche außerhalb von BTS?
          
          Würde mich irgendwie interessieren ich hoff dir geht’s gut :)

Hi there ! How are you ? I wanna appreciate " Pleasure | Taekook " :D I think it's really good ! I used google translate to help me read , I hope you don't mind ~ anyway , do you have any social media where I can follow you ? I have instagram and twitter :D

What’s good ?
          Ich weiß nicht ob du die Frage schon beantwortet hast von daher sorry falls das jetzt doppelt kommt. 
          Aber du hast hypnosis ja runter genommen (Trauer immer noch bisschen hinterher HAHHA aber ich kann die Gründe mega verstehen) aber kannst du dir vorstellen sowas ähnliches wieder zu machen bzw. Hättest du Lust? Also eine ähnliche Story line ? 
          
          Stay safe :)

@jjkmono But idk, I guess I was wrong. And my parents a joking every day about divorcing, and every time when my mom has a crisis over my dad again, than suddenly I'm good enough to be the one that listens to her and gives her advice. She always asks me for advice like? Yes I really like listening to people when they feel bad and giving them advice, but what am I supposed to say when my mom is asking ME for couple advice?? I really just don't feel good. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I listen to everyones feelings but then they don't take mine seriously. Ofc I'm not talking about you rn, I hope you know that. But when I talk with my mom it's always just me me me from her, everything she says is about her, and that the same in school, when they have a problem they come to me and after that they don't care about me anymore. Idk this is getting way to long, I guess you got the message. I don't feel good at home but I also don't want to leave my home because I'm really insecure about myself and just wanna hide, idk. The thing is that I always act like I'm more mature for my age, but I feel like that sometimes people really forget that I'm just a child, yk?  

@jjkmono And I just really feel uncomfortable at home. I had the worst panic attack in my life last week because of mom. Every time my little sister does something bad she says that I'm the reason for that, because I'm such a bad child and I do all these things and my lil sis is just taking me as her idol and does the things that I do. My family never talks about me, just when it's something bad, the I'm the spotlight. I told my mom that I don't like the way she compares me to all the bad things that my sister does and I mean, I thought that she would stop talking about me like that when I tell her how bad I feel, but she just got really mad at me and screamed at me that I'm simply the reason that my little sister is turning out that way and she's just talking facts. I was really shaking while she screamed at me but ofc she didn't care, maybe she didn't even noticed. I was able to hold my tears till I was in my room again but it was so bad Nike, I think I haven't cried that hard in a very long time. Wouldn't it be normal to stop talking about your own child that badly when they come to you and tell you how they feel about it?

@jjkmono  Idk I just feel like I'm losing all my friends right now. My first best friend that I got in this school doesn't even speak to me anymore and my two friends I have now seem to distant themselves more and more. One of them is the new kid that came into my class and I really like her, but it seems like slowly she steps into my part of the friendship, yk? She has the same interests as my other friend and every time I want to know what they're talking about they'll just be "oh you wouldn't understand" and just giggle at they're phones without me. No one in my class has the same interests as I have and knowing that when the friend you normally thought was really a match to you can just turn there back on you that easily when they find someone better really hurts. I just don't feel welcome anywhere, I can't really be myself anywhere because I'm scared of being judged, in school, at home, at my sport clubs... School is a lot lately and this week was hell for me, I nearly fell asleep every day of the week at school, but it seemed like nobody cared, they just laughed at me and told be that I shouldn't stay up till who knows when, but ofc they don't know that I fucking can't sleep man, do they really think I WANT to walk trough school every day like the living death? 

@jjkmono  tbh not really good bro 

Hmmm hi^-^ also ich wollte fragen ob du die Geschichte 'needy' gelöscht hast ( du musst nicht antworten wenn du nicht möchtest und tut mir leid wegen der frage>~<)