kumamonstaa

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::did I die? 
          	unfortunately no. I'm sorry for not updating anything my mental health keeps getting worse as the days go on and things keep piling up. you'd think that in over a whole ass yr I'd be able to get all my shit together but I can't do anything right as usual. I thought I'd update alot during lockdown but it's no surprise that shit happens. I'd say that I actually tried but I'd be lying that's the problem I tend to lack hope and motivation in myself. I've also just had exams for the past couple of weeks so that also took up time. I wanna start focusing on writing now but I really can't predict if I actually will end up being productive or not cause I'm starting to feel like shit again and I'm always stuck in this cycle of trying to better myself to becoming the worst state of myself so I really don't know what I'll end up doing and that's the most frustrating part but I really want to continue writing so I'm trying to work on updating at the moment. I also wanna edit majority of the writing on rich brat and completely on dating ban because it's actually so bad I can't read anything without cringing. I know for sure I won't discontinue anything but I just don't know how long it'll take for each update. I know how annoying it must be to be waiting this long just for a fucking fanfiction. As reader I acknowledge that slow writers are the worstttt. u know you're slow if blackpink's comeback is faster than your updates :| I'm truly sorry for disappointing u. I should've explained earlier but I guess I couldn't out of guilt or shame idk my writing isn't really worth reading so u don't have to continue to wait any longer if u don't want to and u don't have to accept my apology but thank you for being so patient or you might've mentally slapped me lol I would've too I hope you're doing well make sure to take care of yourselves and once again I apologise 
          	(u don't have to reply to this I just wanted to explain why I've been an ass)

Immalding

@kumamonstaa I just stumbled across your stories, and they are great! As someone who writes and has writers block often too, I understand what you are going thru, but hopefully you will be able to continue. Good luck!
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kumamonstaa

@MADMAKSIME aaaa you're so nice same here I'm always available if u ever need anyone to listen I'm here for u too
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eeely_n

@kumamonstaa no problem, if you need anything, I don't really do much so I'm always here for you. Take of yourself too and have a great week. <3
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kumamonstaa

this message may be offensive 
::did I die? 
          unfortunately no. I'm sorry for not updating anything my mental health keeps getting worse as the days go on and things keep piling up. you'd think that in over a whole ass yr I'd be able to get all my shit together but I can't do anything right as usual. I thought I'd update alot during lockdown but it's no surprise that shit happens. I'd say that I actually tried but I'd be lying that's the problem I tend to lack hope and motivation in myself. I've also just had exams for the past couple of weeks so that also took up time. I wanna start focusing on writing now but I really can't predict if I actually will end up being productive or not cause I'm starting to feel like shit again and I'm always stuck in this cycle of trying to better myself to becoming the worst state of myself so I really don't know what I'll end up doing and that's the most frustrating part but I really want to continue writing so I'm trying to work on updating at the moment. I also wanna edit majority of the writing on rich brat and completely on dating ban because it's actually so bad I can't read anything without cringing. I know for sure I won't discontinue anything but I just don't know how long it'll take for each update. I know how annoying it must be to be waiting this long just for a fucking fanfiction. As reader I acknowledge that slow writers are the worstttt. u know you're slow if blackpink's comeback is faster than your updates :| I'm truly sorry for disappointing u. I should've explained earlier but I guess I couldn't out of guilt or shame idk my writing isn't really worth reading so u don't have to continue to wait any longer if u don't want to and u don't have to accept my apology but thank you for being so patient or you might've mentally slapped me lol I would've too I hope you're doing well make sure to take care of yourselves and once again I apologise 
          (u don't have to reply to this I just wanted to explain why I've been an ass)

Immalding

@kumamonstaa I just stumbled across your stories, and they are great! As someone who writes and has writers block often too, I understand what you are going thru, but hopefully you will be able to continue. Good luck!
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kumamonstaa

@MADMAKSIME aaaa you're so nice same here I'm always available if u ever need anyone to listen I'm here for u too
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eeely_n

@kumamonstaa no problem, if you need anything, I don't really do much so I'm always here for you. Take of yourself too and have a great week. <3
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