kundanahope

I'm sorry for venting but I totally feel useless and unmotivated now.. tears are just in the corner of my eyes wanting to be released endlessly but it's of no use I don't even know why I'm still alive beside my only reason to take care of my baby girl..there is no hope or excitement or intrest left in me for tomorrow.. it feels like I'm just living not really alive..it crossed all the boundaries when she came into my room just to checkmark bathroom to see whether I really bathed or I lied.. like seriously? What kind of life I'm I really living? Were is the freedom and privacy I'm craving for past 3 years.
          	 Is it all just a distinct dream for me now? Which will never be mine again.. what am I really? A human or a just a slave of your family? What am I living for still? What more do I have to go through in this life? If not for my child, I lost my will to live completely..is this why I got married? Is this what marriage means? Why is it always has to be  the girl that has to go through all this were as the boy lives just like he had been from childhood.. why WHY???? I feel like screaming and crying my heart out but i can't..  why? WHY??? 

kundanahope

I'm sorry for venting but I totally feel useless and unmotivated now.. tears are just in the corner of my eyes wanting to be released endlessly but it's of no use I don't even know why I'm still alive beside my only reason to take care of my baby girl..there is no hope or excitement or intrest left in me for tomorrow.. it feels like I'm just living not really alive..it crossed all the boundaries when she came into my room just to checkmark bathroom to see whether I really bathed or I lied.. like seriously? What kind of life I'm I really living? Were is the freedom and privacy I'm craving for past 3 years.
           Is it all just a distinct dream for me now? Which will never be mine again.. what am I really? A human or a just a slave of your family? What am I living for still? What more do I have to go through in this life? If not for my child, I lost my will to live completely..is this why I got married? Is this what marriage means? Why is it always has to be  the girl that has to go through all this were as the boy lives just like he had been from childhood.. why WHY???? I feel like screaming and crying my heart out but i can't..  why? WHY??? 

Minficz

Hey kid! 
          
          I just came to thank you for reading my book. I barely get reads and yet you decided to read my book. Idk how to thank you for this support. I genuinely am grateful for your lovely time. 
          
          
          Thank you kid. 
          
          
          Maddie:-)❤️

vminflrt_

Hey!!!!
          Would you mind checking out my first vmin ongoing FF.. it is a very short and cute STORY... Hope you'll read and support it by voting... 
          
          I read your sope FF and voted for it too...waiting for update...
          Fighting...

vminflrt_

Thanks a lot...pls do vote all the chapters cuz it'll mean a lot to me...♥️♥️
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kundanahope

@vminflrt_ I vl definitely check it out...and thank you for voting 
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RiminTae

siwons_mine

Hello.. 
          Thanks for reading the book. 
          I hope you liked it. ☺
          Take care of yourself. <3

siwons_mine

@hobiesweta thanks. I hope you will like it then. :) 
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kundanahope

@MyThoughtsAt_11_32 i didn't start reading it but I vl in in next two days..
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kundanahope

I don't know why some people doesn't understand the tag and disclaimers and still come to read the book just to report it......I don't know who reported my book forced by my idol...but I wanna ask them a question  now .... are you happy now?? Now that my book got deleted....are you happy??.. you don't care about the effort I  put in writing that...you don't care about the the work I did for that....it must be very easy process to report it....just tell me one thing why the hell don't you take a fan fiction as just a fan fiction? Who asked you to read if you didn't like the story..did I request you to read? No right then why??? WHY??? What did I do wrong to you for u to take down my book....I too dint like some books that doesn't mean I reported them...I just simple stopped reading them...what right do u have to take down some one else's hard work.....I hate those kind of people..

kundanahope

@cookedupdreams tq for supporting me
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cookedupdreams

@hobiesweta okay all the best ...don't lose your hope for others pranks and inhumanity.. all the best
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kundanahope

@cookedupdreams it's completely fine...I vl write a bts x reader ff tho but after a week or so..I just want sometime to get through this and write again...
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AllenaRoy

Hello author when r u going to upload the epilogue of Forced by my idol.

AllenaRoy

@AllenaRoy ok take your time 
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kundanahope

@AllenaRoy I'm trying dear but right now I have relatives in my house thats why I'm unable to..as soon as I get free I will complete it
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