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to everyone who followed me on insta, I suspended my account (just so you don't go thinking I blocked you or something)
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happy birthday, sweet pisces boy! ily kurdt
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Today's chapter is finally at a reasonable length—finally!
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guys i'm going to seattle in april, still can't believe it
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@uglyhatemachine no kidding! That’s so cool! I’m literally going from another country lol but that’s so awesome that you live so close to it!
uglyhatemachine
@kurdtapprentice same omg!! going to mopop and uw campus. its just a two hour drive but still, that's incredible for you
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I've felt deeply unsettled since writing this update. But the reality is, addiction is degrading. This may feel like an amplified lens—and maybe it is—but the truth remains: addiction strips you down from the very beginning. You lose yourself in ways you never imagined.
Sometimes, capturing these feelings in a way that feels real is difficult—but the truth is, nothing about addiction is realistic. You never truly know what you're stepping into until you're already in it. I say that as an (former) addict myself. My experience is different in many, many ways—from the DOC to countless other factors—but the obsession, the struggles, the self-destruction, those are universal.
Today marks six months since I’ve been fully clean, after two years of cycling between sobriety and total wreckage. Writing this story has helped me cope with my own battles, even if parts of it feel exaggerated, cliché, or like just another stereotypical drug arc. But it helps. And at the end of the day, addiction doesn’t care about gender, background, or whatever false sense of invincibility makes you believe it could never happen to you or someone you love.
Let our voices be heard.
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@starberrykiss thank you sweetie, you’ve been so supportive always leaving nice comments that I absolutely love to read. Thank you for keeping up with this!
starberrykiss
@kurdtapprentice This chapter today was heartbreaking but needed. I am so happy your doing good and I hope it gets better and better for you. Thank you for this story and being vulnerable, the way you write and get your message across is something to be proud of. You're doing amazing :)
kurdtapprentice
hi guys updated the story love y'all
starberrykiss
@ourdearcobain not definitely not, the last update I have from op is the january 26th update
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@starberrykiss girl wtf is wrong with wattpad but they're not sending the notifications, ugh this website is doomed
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did you guys see the nirvana reunion at the fire aid? I love how it’s always women stepping up to honor kurt
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plus I'm happy to see violet out there despite all the bs she went through last year
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so I’m officially dating lol it feels a little weird, but it’s nice to have someone and to feel desired
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@ourdearcobain I’m still figuring things out, but I’m definitely in my honeymoon era right now haha
ourdearcobain
@kurdtapprentice girl??? I’m so happy for you! You deserve to be wanted and cherished. He’s truly lucky to have you, I know how devoted and lovely you are
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Updated earlier today – I’ve been feeling really demotivated lately, but I’ve been talking to this guy, and, well… the past few days have felt kind of euphoric lol
ourdearcobain
@kurdtapprentice damn wattpad didn't send me a notification; I'm glad for you, bae!! hope you're having fun cause that's what boys are for
kurdtapprentice
ozempic lowkey changing who I am as a person, bless the day I started this treatment