kuromixkiss

yall will never know about the 16 different stories in my drafts

kuromixkiss

chat how mad would u be if i took down their caregiver and rewrote it still as billie cg buttt a sorta completely different context and storyline bc lowkey it sucks rn…. like i dont want to add chapters to this its so unrealistic 

thebluewolf77

@kuromixkiss i'd love if you continue but even if you decide to rewrite pleaseeeeeeeee don't take the original down
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2brunette2

I would be soooo mad because is perfect I swearrrr I like that the little is not giving easily into what Billie wants, pleaseeeee continueeee
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eilishhhbaby

@kuromixkiss ilove it the way it is rn but i wish you'd update it. but if its still cg and you wanna do it I'm more than happy to read that
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kuromixkiss

my friend knows and is close to billie and i jokingly said “tell her respond to my dms” and she said “i will. i wont even give u a warning and she’ll read all of it” HEY? hey so in my mind u dont actually know her and the fact that u do and are not only offering to get me custom merch but said “i have eilish 3 already but made an extra order on accident do u want the extra” PLS GOD PLEASE BILLIE EILISH IS NOT REAL SHES NOT REAL WHAT IS HAPPEJING MY WORLD IS FALLING APART IM JUST A GIRL SHES NOT REAL

bilsgaytoe

i’m just
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kuromixkiss

i love music to my core it is literally everything to me, im made up of it. i love sitting and playing guitar and listening to new music and fully engrossing myself in it. i will take longer driving routes just to listen to a song in full. i love picking up new instruments and finding their sounds. i love connecting to people with music. sitting on the floor and playing guitar chords while someone else finds sounds to match, just sitting and playing, no words needed. its like im intertwining myself with the instrument and the person, completely present and passive and content. truly, music is where i find passion and inspiration and i hope that never leaves me.