when i die, i want my loved ones to hold a funeral for me at the beach. i want them to spread my ashes in the waves and send me on my way. i want them to smoke a joint for me and eat good food. they might cry and grieve but i do not want them to mourn my death, i want it celebrated just as birth. it is simply a beautiful transition, the end of a cycle and the start of a new one. i want them to celebrate how i have returned back to my essence. life does not end with death, in fact it only signifies the start of a new one.