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i still can’t grasp the fact that one of the main people who were present all throughout my childhood and adolescence has died. i think in some ways you immortalise the people you look up to, but it’s so weird because i know that liam was a bad person recently but at the same time i grieve the man i watched during the one direction days. the statements also make it so much more real— it felt so surreal seeing zayn’s name instead of liams, and harry signing off his actual name instead of H. i’m just in shock still. i think it finally hit me yesterday and i just broke down, i’ve done the same thing this morning, it’s crazy. 

coming back after two months to say how sad i am about liam payne’s death :,( i’m not mourning the man liam payne became, i’m mourning the man he used to be and the man i grew up with. the man that was part of something that shaped so much of my life. i genuinely am so heartbroken, and i’ve had such a funny feeling all day because of it. 

kind of disappeared randomly, but i've ultimately fell out of love with writing. and as much as i love my ocs and the stories/storylines i have made, they're not worth continuously stressing out over either editing, or getting a new chapter out. i will be back at some point, but i seriously won't have the time to write casually without stressing myself out for a few months :'(

i have just been personally victimized by taylor swift two days in a row. yesterday she played the last time, which is my favourite song of all time. 10 days ago - a month after my show - she played wonderland, my second favourite. and tonight she's played nothing new. MY THIRD FAVOURITE, WITH MY FAVOURITE SINGER !

i absolutely adore my bsf bc she's personally taking part in the sabrina great war for me and her then paying for my ticket too ?!?!?!? gonna cry if i get them or if i don't get them :,)

sorry for the inactivity recently— a lot of stuff has been going on in my life and writing and editing is so mentally draining a lot of the time but i’m going to try and do it more when i can! thank you for the love on delicate, i really appreciate it and sorry for not posting a chapter for a while :) i’ll catch up on my moots books/edits and people’s comments asap x

apologies for the inactivity, but thank you so much for the love on delicate :)

right, i haven’t been active on here for a bit but taylor just played my favourite song exactly a month after my show where i got surprise songs i didn’t like. *sobbing*

Heyyy, everything okay? Haven’t heard from you in a while

listening to the secret of us for the 1028373626th time and have the urge to make an edit for my fics to each song