kwanfused

hi everyone... ah, idk how to start on about this. so there has been something going on in my mind for a few months now and i don't think i can take this on anymore so yeah i'm coming clean once and for all. 
          	i will be leaving this platform and this time it will be permanently. wattpad hasn't been all fun and games for me for a long time now and it has become more of a burden to me. earlier i used to love to update my books and uk just keep up with everything. but lately idk why it has become more like a work for me and the constant overthinking of people expecting something from me and also my own pressure that if i don't update or keep up with updates people woll hate me has been eating me up and really took a toll on my mental health. i had gone through some tough things and i don't wanna relapse to that state so before things get bad i think it's better to leave the things that have not been good for me. i have been repressing this for long because one, i didn't want people to worry about me and two, because of my friends here. i know that if i leave these are the people whom i'm gonna be missing too much and i'm gonna miss their writing a lot too. but lately, i've been drifting away from my friends as well and it's definitely my fault, i haven't been very interactive or been missing out a loads of stuff and i'm so sorry. i'm sorry you guys had to deal with such a boring, uninteresting and emotionally unstavley friend like me. i'm sorry guys and i hope you understand. i really wanted to keep up the nice and sweet shree facade but i can't anymore, all the bottled up feelings just burst out today and i'm really sorry. thank you to everyone who has been my friend and has tolerated me for so long. i love you guys so much and thanks a lot for giving me so much love and appreciation here, i can't be thankful enough to you all. even if i'm gone i'll still be keeping my books up if anyone still wants to read it. bye love you all loads. ♡

kaeyaimpact

@kwanfused it's okay babes !!! we 100% understand so don't ever apologise for it ! take all the time you need , and if you ever decide to come back , we'll still wait for you !! thanks for the amazing moments and your amazing kids and god tier forms and everything you've done for us , we really appreciate and will cherish it <3 if you wanna talk through insta or whatsapp ( or re download discord ??? idk ) just hit the cult up dw !!! i love you and always will <3
          	  
          	  tw // s**lf h*rm : also wtf is that bloke doing saying " please don't h*rm yourself " up there with no tw hello ????
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SE0KMlNS

it's alright shree, you have nothing to be sorry for! always take care. we'll always welcome you with open arms if you ever decide to come back. all the things you've done here with us have been so memorable and i'm glad we've got the chance to spend moments like those together. i love you so much i'll always be here. we all will be <3
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-visgarden

(( @kwanfused )) 
          	  
          	  I remember the first time we talked. I had found your form in "BAD CLUE" and fell in love with it. I had asked you about the aesthetics and you happily have me tips on how to make my forms aesthetic. You are such a good friend and I hope you stay safe out there. Take care ! Ilysm <333
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kwanfused

hi everyone... ah, idk how to start on about this. so there has been something going on in my mind for a few months now and i don't think i can take this on anymore so yeah i'm coming clean once and for all. 
          i will be leaving this platform and this time it will be permanently. wattpad hasn't been all fun and games for me for a long time now and it has become more of a burden to me. earlier i used to love to update my books and uk just keep up with everything. but lately idk why it has become more like a work for me and the constant overthinking of people expecting something from me and also my own pressure that if i don't update or keep up with updates people woll hate me has been eating me up and really took a toll on my mental health. i had gone through some tough things and i don't wanna relapse to that state so before things get bad i think it's better to leave the things that have not been good for me. i have been repressing this for long because one, i didn't want people to worry about me and two, because of my friends here. i know that if i leave these are the people whom i'm gonna be missing too much and i'm gonna miss their writing a lot too. but lately, i've been drifting away from my friends as well and it's definitely my fault, i haven't been very interactive or been missing out a loads of stuff and i'm so sorry. i'm sorry you guys had to deal with such a boring, uninteresting and emotionally unstavley friend like me. i'm sorry guys and i hope you understand. i really wanted to keep up the nice and sweet shree facade but i can't anymore, all the bottled up feelings just burst out today and i'm really sorry. thank you to everyone who has been my friend and has tolerated me for so long. i love you guys so much and thanks a lot for giving me so much love and appreciation here, i can't be thankful enough to you all. even if i'm gone i'll still be keeping my books up if anyone still wants to read it. bye love you all loads. ♡

kaeyaimpact

@kwanfused it's okay babes !!! we 100% understand so don't ever apologise for it ! take all the time you need , and if you ever decide to come back , we'll still wait for you !! thanks for the amazing moments and your amazing kids and god tier forms and everything you've done for us , we really appreciate and will cherish it <3 if you wanna talk through insta or whatsapp ( or re download discord ??? idk ) just hit the cult up dw !!! i love you and always will <3
            
            tw // s**lf h*rm : also wtf is that bloke doing saying " please don't h*rm yourself " up there with no tw hello ????
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SE0KMlNS

it's alright shree, you have nothing to be sorry for! always take care. we'll always welcome you with open arms if you ever decide to come back. all the things you've done here with us have been so memorable and i'm glad we've got the chance to spend moments like those together. i love you so much i'll always be here. we all will be <3
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-visgarden

(( @kwanfused )) 
            
            I remember the first time we talked. I had found your form in "BAD CLUE" and fell in love with it. I had asked you about the aesthetics and you happily have me tips on how to make my forms aesthetic. You are such a good friend and I hope you stay safe out there. Take care ! Ilysm <333
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kwanfused

i can't believe we got such amazing news early in the morning... seventeen renewed their contract I'm crying T-T please i had been so scared about the 7th year curse and that it would have been their 7th year in 2022 was really making me worry. but they all renewed their contract before it even expired T-T i'm so happy right now. we carats will always cherish and love seventeen and be by their side for the coming years, till the last say the name ♡

kwanfused

@younfilmz yess uwu lets stay by the boys ever beyond the last say the name
            
            @evrhaos samee like with everything happening i was so scared for next year to come so when i saw the notif for the notice i really teared up. aaa this is such a great day for carats.
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idubilu

@kwanfused omg they did ?!?! i didnt even know im so happy omg i was so scared they wouldnt thats such a relief
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YOUNFiLMZ

@kwanfused // i know i was so happy to hear the news!
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kwanfused

so i'm learning the choreo for loona's ptt and i don't think my knees are gonna be the same after this.

wonhanone

@kwanfused *prays for your knees*
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kwanfused

@sweetnessforstay i am-    •́  ‿ ,•̀
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wonhanone

@kwanfused omg pls say u aren't dropping to your knees in that one part
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