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hello. it's been years, again. i'm turning 22 april this year and things still hasn't been better. it's like i'm held hostage with my traumas and i can't seem to escape. when will i be free of this misery? i feel so bad for my 12 yo self.

i haven't been here for quite a while. i am supposed to be a sophomore in college now, but I had to stop due to financial problems. it's devastating but do I even have a choice? i'm feeling stuck & empty :(

it's been so long. i'm alr in college, a freshman and it's already so draining. adulting sucks. a lot. since 2017 im always full of rants here and nothing's changed, i still don't like myself. i hope all's well for all of you ! 

onti nalang, malapit na.

going through the same thing all over again

i just feel like the whole world is against me.

i can't believe im still alive

i'm so damn tired.

don't wanna feel this way anymore.

i want to k word myself.