xan

how the fuck i haven't followed you. 

ni howdy can i hit you up

nihao fine shyt

Theme slayedd

cc

crash out so insane bro started to write again
          
          i genuinely can't go back.  like i know it's often the case for exchange students but i REALLY can't i'd rather have the plane crash than land safely
          
          its not even that i don't want to,  i mean of course i don't but like.  i won't be able to handle it,  not again. 
          and its going to be fucking worse because they're going to guilt trip me for being happier far from them like its my fault.  imagine feeling more free in a country where a lot of stuff is banned and you're kinda being stalked but..  turns out i'd rather be stalked by the government and italians than my own blood and flesh 

Haii

hi

:3

found the nerds ( the candy ) i bought before my flight and now im crying.  last month is going to feel like i have my periods everyday i just know it