@ky_stay
Guys I’m so sorry for not updating, thing is the only time I found for myself this week is when I’m about to sleep. I’m so busy rn I’m so sorry I’ll update maybe tomorrow or Saturdayy
I’m so angry
@ky_stay ofcc <333
@mimiriri143 a fight with my mom but it’s better now, ty for asking <3
@ky_stay why bgg what's wrong???
Okayyy, time to open up ig. Right now it’s precisely 08:02 am. And I didn’t sleep at all. I don’t really feel tired right now but I know it’ll come. Thing is, I can’t sleep, well, I can, but I don’t want to. Since I was maybe 8/9 yo I learned about de@th and always been scared about it. I saw therapist about it but.. it didn’t work. Later 11/12 yo I was deep into the religion and wasn’t thinking much about death since yeah paradise and all. But now, I don’t believe in that anymore. And I cried so bad because I think about de@th every single day. And it’s eating me alive. I am scared of dy!ng. Since I don’t know, when, why how I’m gonna d!e, I feel even more scared. What’s after de@th ??! I imagine, every day how it feels and I do some panic attacks sometimes, or I call them like that, maybe it’s not idk, but I feel like I can’t breath and everything around me feels weird. And that’s why I do not want to sleep, cuz I’m scared I will d!e in my sleep. ANYWAY thank you if you read all of this ily guys, have a great day, night, evening. ❤️❤️❤️
@Lollysepia Merciii, franchementtt. J’ai réussi a dormir mais j’ai pris du temps. Et je suis aussi là si toi tu veux parler de quelque chose. Merciii encoreee ❤️❤️❤️
@ ky_stay Coucou ❤️ (je vais parler en français)
C'est normal de penser à ce genre de choses, mais il ne faut pas que ça arrive à un tel point que ça te fait du mal. (je ne dis pas ça méchamment) Sache que tu ne mourras pas pendant que tu dors. Au contraire, le sommeil repose ton corps et ton esprit pour les aider. Je sais que c'est plus facile à dire qu'à faire, mais si tu le souhaites, nous pouvons trouver une solution ensemble. Pense à la vie, au moment présent, aux personnes que tu aimes, à Stray Kids. C'est peut-être bête ce que je vais te dire, mais peut-être qu'une présence pour dormir avec toi te ferais du bien je ne sais pas. Pour ça je pense par exemple aux grands coussins avec des bras, etc. auxquels on peut s'agripper.
Sache que je serais toujours là, que ce soit pour parler ou quoi que ce soit d'autre.
Je t'aime fort, prends soin de toi ❤️
Ty for your answers <3
Is my book also gonna be deleted since there’s smut in it ?
@ ky_stay I don't think so <3
Don't worry !
Also, @linooie posted a message that explains it all ! I hope it helps !
@ky_stay ummm i don't think so, bc it says that it's not allowed if it's the main thing, but it's allowed if it helps the plot or smth like that
I can’t post chap 11. I don’t like it idk why I need to rewrite it.
Someone hold me back han is so so hot omd
@ky_stay he's like hottie hottie, like a bag of takis
@ky_stay ikk
@i_love_gymracha_skz fr, that’s why he’s my ult
I almost finished chap 11 and I’m laughing bc i did like cock warming and I’m cringing a little
@ ky_stay Thank youuuuu
@ ky_stay Hehehe
@Lollysepia I love cock warming too, that’s why I’m writing it we’re freaks together
I wake up and see Han cut his hair. I’m grieving, I can’t do this someone help me
@ ky_stay Sorryyyy T^T
@Lollysepia no you didnttt but it’s okayy
@ ky_stay Yep I read it. I didn't comment on it ?
The way I have like.. so much more reads on my smut chapters
@ky_stay *just
@ky_stay oop ig were all jsut freaky (especially me but i didnt do that)