kyeongeun2

"Honestly, guys, I'm fine. I'm used. It only hurts because I thought I could trust you guys."

This account, though it may not be my first, is very special to me. This was created through negative emotions which I used as an outlet to turn it into something positive.

Here are some quotes that I found relatable to my current life:
          
          "It's like I want you to look at me. But I turn my head every time you do."
          "Since you've been around, I smile a lot more than I used to."
          "I'm not that pretty. I'm not smart. I'm clumsy and messy and I'm sure there's tons of girls better than me, but I like you and I just can't shake you out of my head."
          "I look forward to going to school just to see you."
          "When my eyes meet yours, I get this overwhelming emotion I can't put into words."
          "Your smile is literally the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life."
          "I wonder what I look like in your eyes."
          "He's cute. He's tall. He's got gorgeous eyes. And a stunning smile. I didn't say a name, but he popped into your head, didn't he?"
          "I am 99.9% sure he doesn't like me, but it's the 0.1% that keeps me going."
          "there we go with your mixed signals and my overthinking."
          "If you can't get someone off your mind, maybe they're supposed to be there. Remember, the mind can recognize what the heart is trying to deny."
          "I have a hopeless crush on someone I have no chance with."
          "so there's this boy . . . "
          "The best relationships usually begin unexpectedly."
          "I just want to feel important to someone."
          "I need to stop thinking about, because I know you're not thinking about me."
          "Psychological fact, being unable to get someone off your mind indicates that you are also on that person's mind as well."
          "Why am I so afraid to lose you, when you aren't even mine?"
          "I'm technically single but my heart is taken by someone I can't call my own."
          "I can't tell how many times I've fallen asleep with you on my mind and woke up the same."

One day, I'll be able to say that I've lived a dream.

Hi

It’s been a while.

No one is perfect.
          
          Emotions are a mask. If someone is too happy or too excited or too cheerful, it's usually their way of hiding the fact that they are having problems. 
          
          Pain is a way for them to ignore their emotions. Some people turn to pain when they are hurt. I just wanted to let people know that people tend to do and say things related to getting hurt, but it's their way of getting rid of their emotions. If anyone every says something about dying or hurting themselves, it's for a reason, no matter what they say.
          
          Words are painful. There are people, like me, who are vulnerable to words. Words can help them or bring them down. Words are more important than you would think they are. 
          
          Depression is a serious thing. People will experience depression some time in their lives, but please know that you can recover from it. There are many people that care about you, even if you don't know it. People with depression usually use their emotions to hide their true feelings or even pain so that they can ignore their emotions. They can say things like they want to die or that they want to get hurt, but it's for a reason. Please don't judge them if they say something like that. For you, it may seem that the problem they are having is small, but not for them. 
          
          I hope you understand where I'm going with this because this is a serious topic for me and I absolutely hate it when my classmates make jokes about depression thinking that it is hilarious.

I know no one will see this but I want to write a story and I want a topic.
          
          Choice 1: Fairytale mixed with real life. If you know what The Land of Stories is, you would know what I mean. If you don't, I'll explain.
          The Land of Stories: This story is about twins, Alex and Connor Bailey, who are the grandchildren of the Fairy Godmother. They found out that there's a dimension called The Land of Stories which are about the stories created by the Grimm Brothers. After finding out about it, they have crazy adventures with fairytale characters.
          More Info: The story will be inspired by it.
          
          Choice 2: The story of Camelot. It's going to be based off of the story of Camelot and Celtic Mythology. This will revolve around the modern world where kids travel to a different dimension and go to Camelot.
          
          Choice 3: I want to do a story about a character from Heroes of Olympus. It's between Leo Valdez or Nico di Angelo but I'm leaning more towards Nico. I don't really.
          
          This is absolutely pointless. Not like anyone's going to see this, but oh well.