kyleescape
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hello! ill try to make this message fancy, though if it does not work and i end up rambling utter bullshit please forgive me, im kind of a mess at the moment. most of you probably dont remember me, or do, but i have probably made myself get buried in the back of your minds with memories, sweet or not. it is a fact that i have truly abandoned wattpad, i have complitely moved to ao3 and tumblr, but i just had to take a moment for myself, and log into here. into this account. as soon as i got the unfortunate news about technoblade, it made me flash back to all of these memories, to my old friends, to some people even thought ive got along with, the connections broke. flash back to all the memories, all the joy and a little suffering i got from writing, flash backs to the moments when writing, and these friends made me find myself, i found my place, i found out who am i. i felt so welcome these times, and it pains me to think back about it now that the person who caused so so much of it is gone. even though it is really hard, im trying my best to keep myself collected and remember all the sweet things Technoblade did for me. he showed me i still have hope, he made me find new friends, a new passion, he made me find myself. all of this without me even speaking a word to him! we never knew eachother, he didnt even know i existed, yet he was still such a big part of my life that it scares me a little. if it werent for him, i would probably be at the place where he is, hopefully, quietly resting right now. thank you Alex, thank you Technoblade. for everything. rest in peace.