kylessickofyou

should i reread cherry crusg

I know I make my mom seem like a great person, but sometimes she really isn't. As much as she tries to deny it, all she really cares about is my brother, and I'm always just sort of in the background. She only cares when the school emails her or I do something wrong; she never asks me about my day, and she never says hi to me when she gets back home. Today she told me she didn't think I was going to graduate, and as much as she thinks otherwise, that hurt a lot. I work hard every single day to bring up the grades she doesn't even fucking check. Yeah, my grades aren't perfect, but it's a passing grade, and she should at least be a bit proud of me. My mom never notices the good things I do, only my flaws. She tries to cover it up by buying me things, and on rare occasions, taking me to go somewhere. We were supposed to go to the movies together, and I was so excited, but she didn't even go with me; I had to go with my cousin instead. I try so hard to distract myself from her flaws because she is the closest thing I'll ever get to parental affection. It has been years since she last hugged me. My mom is always so disgusted by me, and I never understand why. everytime i try to talk to her about my problems like my very obvious depression she just says "oh you're lying for attention, you always want to have every condition in the world" she took away my depression meds and ive been drowning in my own misery ever since, everytime i try to tell my doctor she interrupts me or changes the subject. im literally fully diagnosed with clinical depression and she just doesnt want to accept it because its an "embarrassment" to her. She also thinks I'm lying about having paranoia when theres days i cant even sleep because i genuinely think something is going to brutally myrder me. she knows i have problems and in her view all i am to her is a petty, lazy with no empathy at all. but im done trying to make her seem like an angel, because she's not. but i still love her.

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why is kyle so sick of everyone

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logged back in because i refuse to have those pictures of me up.

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Hi, I'm Luena and I am currently obsessing over a 1968 Hungarian- American movie. Help me