I'm finishing up with the last day of my 21st year of life. This year has been...well it's been pretty meh. I've not found what 'it' is. And I think I'm getting farther and farther away from it everyday. But...I also think that 'it' might not be as great as I thought. Maybe I need to just...live. And eventually...'it' might come to me. I'm not gonna search for it anymore...or at least not try too hard. If 'it' comes, that's great. If not...well then I'll just have to be content with living. Honestly, that doesn't sound too bad. Not bad at all. This is 20 year old Kyu, signing off, Buh Bye!