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HIII

the bot cast for prime video literally all look 30 like i didnt even care if they werent perfect matches look wise but the youngest characters are 15-16 and the oldest is 18 what is this 

yall see the heartstopper movie trailer??? what do you mean its to my favorite olivia song “stupid song”??? what do you mean im already crying??? what do you mean now we are getting nick’s arc and his issues and being scared to leave charlie and his codependency with the relationship like charlie had, what??? i dont want it to be over and i feel like imma cry too much during it. 

happy pride months my loves !!  

BOT RANT
          
          alright prime video hasnt done horrible with its book adaptations but cmon you know they are gonna meds it up, i dont care all that much about book descriptions but some of them have to be a little right. like for one BEING ACTUALLY IRISH, the athletes looking like athletes and not actors with dome muscle, i need the lynchs to look as bad as it sounds, malnourished and hurt since that is literally one of the things people notice about them that helps pit the pieces together. and omg i just fucking know i am gonna see edits of like bella, who verbally and physically bullied and attacked a girl two years younger than her just because her boyfriend is the guy she wanted to use for popularity who she also tried (and did) sexually assault, or of shane the drug who helped TWELVE YEAR OLD JOEY GET HIGH, or i swear if i see one edit of teddy i fucking swear. and i know the solely show watchers are gonna hate on shan for being a ‘pick me’ or a pushover or some shit like that or hate on lizzie or gibsie (well book readers do that too unfortunately), they arent gonna get the details or full context about shit and make assumptions and its gonna piss me off ugh and they are probably gonna dumb down all the horrible shit the kids go through cause it will be to graphic or whatever when that the literal point cause this type of shit does happen! sure some books could make great adaptations like a lot of action books that focus on the action so script writers can add their own details or easy romances that arent to deep to get made at the discrepancies but some books i feel really should just stay books! and please we really just want the next books!!! 
          
          alright rant over :) 

Happy Black History Month my loves !!! :))

PREPARE FOR A RANT ABOUT THE RUNAROUNDS!! 
          
          
          I SAW THEM TONIGHT AND LEGIT BEST MOST REWARDING CONCERT EXPERIENCE EVER!! i was in the pitt and stayed after to meet them, jeremy left but did get a picture of me high-fiving him and i got pictures with all the rest of them and they’re autographs, i got to talk to all of them especially zendé!! who is so cool and made it a point to talk to everyone and ask for their names and guess what….I GOT SIGNED DRUMSTICKS THAT HE USED!!! he was passing them  out and the person i was with got then signed!!! i legit met them all got pictures and autographs from all but one!! one of my favorite bands ever and in two and a half months was the artist i listened to the most, had them on literal repeat for hours each day, and i got to meet them all this was crazy. i feel i will not believe this happened tomorrow but i love them so much, they were so amazing, truly the liveliest people ive ever seen in concert and felt they really did care about all the fans who stayed after to meet them ahhhh this was so cool and i have absolutely no one to talk to about this so ranting here. stream the runarounds and ax and the hatchmen and go to tour!!! okay hope you’ve had a day you’re happy with my loves!! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY LOVES ❤️

just saw someone fancast joseph zada as apollo for pjo and now i NEED him as apollo 

heyyyy its been on my mind for a while to edit the argument  scene in part one of Pretty Girl and its been bugging me like one of the voices in my head (kidding) so i just decided to randomly do it at almost midnight whoop, love yall
          
          so thats all it is no new chapter just editing, though i will try to yell at my writer block and low motivation till i finally finish the book so it’ll hopefully be soon