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*sobs in I’m bored and lonely af and have like a 25-50% chance of having autism or adhd but don’t wanna self diagnose*
          	
          	The autism/adhd part had nothing to do with this but still

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POV: me feeling sick anytime Ace is mentioned

Snowwinged

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Love ya Strikes, I hope that guy dies in a ditch and they don’t find the body for 2 weeks 
            You are fantastic and awesome and the best you deserve the world. It’s not your fault and that fucker will be dead as soon as I find their home address. 
            
            You mean the world to me! Love you, (/plat) darling!
            Forever your friend/platonic partner,
            Snow ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ 
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Night_Wood

I feel sick whenever my old school is mentioned 
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l0v3s1ckk-

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How…do you tell someone that the main reason you can’t lose them is because you’ve already lost so many people you’ve lived in the past and it was your fault?
          
          Do I have trauma or am I being absolutely fucking stupid and sensitive and absolutely deserved every last fucking drop of that hate…?
          
          I think it’s the latter.
          
          I’m a terrible person.
          
          And nobody knows the real me.
          
          Not even my own parents.
          
          Or boyfriend.
          
          I showed the real me until November of 6th grade. Almost two years ago.
          
          Why am I so stuck on what Ace did to me?
          
          It’s not her fault I’m sensitive.
          
          I didn’t do anything to stop her. Although I did argue against it—but only for a few seconds. It’s not her fault I’m a pushover.
          
          It’s not anyone’s but mine.

Snowwinged

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Strikes… look. It’s not your fault. The people you love that you lost suffered and had to end the suffering, so they left. It wasn’t because of you. This “Ace” is probably a narcissist asshole who thinks the world revolves around themselves. They can get fucked over a ditch full of cockroaches and poison ivy. They aren’t important in your life.
            
            I promise you, I won’t leave you behind. You mean so much to me. You are one of my closest friends and I will never let you go. You are not a pushover.
            
            I love you so, so, so, so, so much. Never forget this.
            
            With all of my heart,
            Snow <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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@l0v3s1ckk- yeah but what @Night_Wood siad it’s s/a I have been sa’d before by my softball coach when I used to identify as a woman and I was a minor and he touched me in ways I would never forget about and what “ace” did to you was wrong and the moment you realize, understand and accept that is when you will truly be free tone you
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Night_Wood

@l0v3s1ckk- that’s still sa, jsut because you don’t try to stop them doesn’t mean it’s ok. I’m really sorry
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l0v3s1ckk-

So I’m participating in the spicy summer reading event because mama needs some coins to finish filthy little games and this is the second time I’ve gotten attached to a character who isn’t even one of the 2-3 main characters
          
          I’m reading under the hood and Nathan is so silly I love him

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Then again I’m only on like chapter 6 I believe
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l0v3s1ckk-

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Me three months ago: “I’m a bottom through and through.”
          Two months ago: “still a bottom.”
          That mother fucker who I love: “is that a challenge?”
          
          I’m either a top or a switch now-

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@Night_Wood really I’m just all flirt and no actions because I’m totally awkward irl, being online is just an excuse to make more fake personas (nobody knows thhe real me >:3)
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l0v3s1ckk-

@Night_Wood I just flirt excessively and uhhh apparently I unleashed my unknown powers
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l0v3s1ckk-

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I just binge read dirty little secrets while questioning life and hating myself (I’m in the middle of a depression episode) and holy shit I’m doing it again tonight with the second season (it’s 7am so yes I did stay up all night)

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Officially got a boyfriend now yall (I’m still pan; he’s trans <3)

Night_Wood

Sick! My mothers pan as well:)
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