@ourself yes the names Katie haha, sorry if that chapter offended you in anyway, I didn't mean it to, I'm being a hypocrite I haven't spoken to you either. It wasn't fair for me to write that. I'm sorry. I wasn't really about you. I suppose I was just fed up with everyone pretending to care when they don't, I know you do though. I suppose cause I haven't really spoken to someone online before I didn't know what to do or what to expect and I sort of got myself carried away. I really appreciate everything you've done for me even if it's just that honestly. just sort of knowing your presence and that you even acknowledged to try and help me means the world. How is everything anyway? xx