l4vlix

its snowing in florida lol

Minnieverse092200

@l4vlix yeah, it's pretty cool. there wasn't enough snow in the part of florida i live in for a snowman, and i was really looking forward to making one. the snows already melted.
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l4vlix

added the discord server in my bio!:3 please join if you’re interested 

minnieminmin_

@l4vlix I can't copy it omg wtf
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l4vlix

there you go ! :)<3
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minnieminmin_

First of all, the theme is beautiful and pretty as always. #felixisiconic, second, I hope you are okay and doing well these past few days. Hyk that loads of people are always here to make you smile and support you along the way !!

l4vlix

@minnieminmin_ hi! thank you so much. despite not being real active I'm still a stickler for a good theme lol. i'm immensely thankful for all of you :) and I hope that shows still. <3
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l4vlix

hello hello. its been a while—like a long while. i’m sure some of you may be curious as to why i haven’t updated let alone been active on anything and well, it’s two parts. one, my mother was diagnosed with a late stage cancer last year. not terminal, but it was still a scary and upsetting experience from the middle of last year to the beginning of this year. now, although she has beat cancer not all is well. from having side effects like bleeding and frequent abnormal body changes to having a surgery just today for a stent it’s been rough. now as for the second part and i’m going to be really transparent but i’m just finding joy in writing. i’m not saying i hate it—but i’ll be honest when i say i don’t think about uploading much. and when i do, i get discouraged or bored quietly. i won’t say, i will never update again. bc that may not be true. but i will say, i can try. and it’s the most i CAN do right now but as a person who is no longer writing as a 16 yr old with ..crazy ideas but rather a 21 yr old its so different. even more when i also don’t find myself being much into the kpop scene. i still listen to music and whatnot but i cant say i’m downing content constantly or even at all. and stray kids are included under that umbrella. i don’t want to say i’m giving up on writing but i will say— i truly, genuinely don’t know what will become of my writing. and i hope that’s something everyone can understand.

forhaobin_

but we will support you! even if its a couple updates or none at all :) thank you for your hard work, and im really sorry to hear what your mom has gone through. truly she is very strong as are you and i hope things improve soon 
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_kayci3_

@l4vlix Oh my... I'm really sorry for you. I hope you get better in no time❤ Take care of yourself and take some time to yourself please. Sending my love and wishing you all the best❤❤❤
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forhaobin_

author to author i completely get the mindset change. i just recently turned 21 and the mindsets are so different than even just writing as a 19 year old. 
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