Maybe......people dont care....maybe its just my mind playing tricks. No matter how hard I try to make people happy or be friends with them. They don't give me back the respect. Yes I maybe over thinking or asking for attention. If you think killing myself is better for you, so I fulfill your wish.
I love my family and friends but I can't always be happy and keep smiling in front of them knowing that I am dying inside. Sometimes I can't breath or my heart starts to beat very fast.
I am sorry...