Hello...
By March this year, my family lost a member due to covid. Someone close whom we cared about...it hurted us a lot but specially me since I got issues with loss and took me some time to accept it...
By May this year, we were still recovering when another member of my family died due to the same virus. Again we went through the same painful process...
but somehow we accepted...
However...the most unbearable pain came On August 11...this day... I lost my beloved brother...because nobody informed us that people having either diabetes/hypertension/heart condition (my brother had a hole in the heart), are NOT supossed to get the vaccine...my beloved brother got the vaccine on July 31st...
I can't describe the pain...I lost my speech due to the shock...I got ptsd...I wanted to die with him, he was not only my brother but also my friend, my protector and always loved me so much as much as I love him...how to deal with this pain?...
Since then I have been away from everything... but slowly trying to keep on living...
SK Moon